Meruem

Meruem Oct 2018

I was really surprised when you came,
But I knew that I was genuinely happy with you.
Now, I get so afraid that I might lose you.
I am angry at myself for letting this be.

We started as total strangers.
Worked our way out to become friends.
Turns out we just have to be lovers.
Let's not go back to this stranger thing again.

[Saturday, October 13, 2018 6:58AM]

A working laptop. Earphones. Mouse. Cellphone. Charger.

3 minutes until the handover. I love you, and I'll always do.

#love #emotions #work #life #balance

Meruem Oct 2018

I ka manawa?

No ka manawa hope
Noho me ka hau’oli
I ka manawa?
No Keia La, No Keia Po, A Mau Loa

"For the last time, be happy. When? From this day, from this night, forever more."

I gave you a list of things that I just realized recently during these times, I wrote down 5 things for you but I haven't told you the last one:

6th - I WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY. By any means necessary. Even if it means that I have to go away. I love you this much that I'd do anything for you.

Don't mind me, I'd find my way home. ~

#love #happiness #life

Meruem Oct 2018

xxii.

In his silence
May she find peace..

Home far away from home.

#love #feelings #you #empty

Oct 2018

Brent

count with me

One night
Two eyes with
Trickling tears
For countless regrets

Five fingers of a hand that
Seeks the proper words to write
Seven nights of trying but just
Ate those words back

I don't know what I'm doing

#life #love #heartbreak #regret #tears #cry #numbers #count

Meruem Oct 2018

RE: Figures, a Reprise

Figures
I can't blame you if you can't learn to trust
Love figures
I said sorry once, and I know it's not enough
You can have a lineup of girls and a lineup of guys begging for you just to give them a try
Figures
Please stay
And be sick for my love

If you wish you could hurt me back
Love, I'd rather die if I couldn't get you back
I'm the one whose gonna lose
Something so special, something so real
That's how the **** I would feel
If I couldn't get you back
Then you got your wish that you could do to me
Yeah, figures.

A response to "Figures, a Reprise" by Jessie Reyez x Daniel Caesar, made through the perception that she's telling me these lyrics.

I love you. Come home! :(

#love #lyrics #sad

Meruem Oct 2018

The Unspoken Balance

Ever wonder where could be?
Your place in this world should be?
If it seems He presses thee,
Means there's a lot more to see.

All is well. Padayon!

#daily #mantra #life