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60.7k · Aug 2015
Eurostep. ~
Meruem Aug 2015
Miss na miss na kita.
Miss ko na yung baduy na boses mo.
Miss ko na yung ngiti dyan sa labi mo.
Miss ko na yung pangungulit mo, at tangina wala akong magawa.

Kasi wala naman sa lugar diba?
Ano ba meron? Ano ba ang atin?
Pero hindi na ba talaga pwedeng ulitin?
Lahat-lahat ng mga dating gawi natin.

Simula pa man ako na ang naging salarin.
Ako'y tila nahulog sa sarili kong pain.
Habang tumatagal unti-unti akong nadidiin.
May balak ka kaya na ako'y sagipin?
Epekto ng puyat. Thesis pa more. HAHAHA! -_-
19.0k · Aug 2015
*Malabo*
Meruem Aug 2015
Bakit sadyang mapagbiro ang tadhana?
Hinayaan na ikaw ay makilala.
Mabihag ang puso ko'y 'di inakala.
Nang lumaon, ako sayo'y nahalina.

Ikaw ay sinubukan na makausap,
At aking sinambit ay "Hi! Hello! What's Up?"
Inakala na ika'y sadyang mailap.
Pagkat mga salitang iyo'y ang saklap.

Dyahe, napaka-labo nga naman diba?
Maging ikaw at ako, 'ika ng iba.
Subalit 'di nagpadaig sa mga duda,
Hanggang loob mo'y tuluyan ng makuha.

Ang hangin ay malakas na umiihip,
Sa labas habang ako ay nag-iisip.
Kung pwede nga lang sana ito i-skip,
Ngunit ang dibdib ay lalo lang sisikip.
unang tula. #WalangPasokPH
17.2k · Sep 2018
Para Kay Maria.
Meruem Sep 2018
Habang sinusulat ko itong talata,
Ikaw ang aking naaalala.
Kung ito man ay iyong mababasa,
Sana'y mag-iwan ng magandang alaala.

Hindi inaasahan ang iyong pagdating.
Pagod kong puso, iyong ginising.
Buhay ko'y binigyan ng ningning,
Ikaw lang ang gustong makapiling.

Sa kabila ng lahat ng mga nangyari,
Iyo sanang mawari.
Na ikaw ay laging mananatili,
Sa puso kong ikaw lamang ang nagmamay-ari.
Langga, sorry kaayo sa mga kasalanan ko sayo. Pinagsisisihan ko lahat. Hayaan mo, hindi ka na iiyak ulit. At wag ka ring mag-alala. Sa pag-alis kong to, lagi kong bitbit yung mga magagandang alala at bagay na binigay mo sakin. Kahit san man ako magpunta, ikaw pa rin yung nagbibigay ng dahilan sakin para maging mas mabuting tao, para alagaan ang sarili ko. Sana hindi mo ko makalimutan. Sana maging masaya ka. Alagaan mo sarili mo. Mahal na mahal kita, at sobrang mamimiss kita. ~

Ps. Patuloy lang akong magsusulat ng tula para sayo. Kapag masaya o malungkot, dito nalang kita kakausapin. Dito ko nalang ilalabas lahat ng gusto kong sabihin.
7.1k · Oct 2018
Magnet.
Meruem Oct 2018
Tila tayo'y hindi nagtatagpo
Kahit anong pilit ipagdikit.
Minsan, kailangan lumayo
Para lang mapalapit.
Ika-23 ng Oktubre, taong 2018 - 00:40

Isang tula mula noong araw pagtapos ng kahapon.
3.9k · Jul 2019
Bee y Onsé.
Meruem Jul 2019
Sa tuwing maaalala ko ang mga sandali,
Na ikaw ay aking kapiling.
Hindi maipinta ang ngiti sa aking labi,
Abot kamay na ang langit na aking hiniling.

Mga panahong nandito ka pa,
Lahat ng palihim na yakap at halik.
Bawat luha at halakahak,
Iyong malambot na pingi'y aking hawak.

Ngunit tila hindi ko napangalagaan,
Unti-unting lumuwag ang pagkakapit.
Ating naging huling sandali'y sadyang mapait,
At alam kong hindi na maibabalik ang nakaraan.

Pero iyo sanang mawari,
Na ikaw ay namumukod tangi.
At hinding-hindi ko na kayang itanggi,
Ako sayo'y nangungulila, ayoko ng magkunwari.

Salamat sa pag-ibig mo,
Ito'y mananatili sa akin.
Salamat sa pag-ibig mo,
Ikaw lamang ang nakapagpadama.
July 30, 2019 - 06:04

"May taning ang ginawa. Pinili ang sariling sumaya.."

Fin.
3.6k · Sep 2018
Mirasol.
Meruem Sep 2018
Ako'y minsan ng naligaw,
Sa ilalim ng kalangitang bughaw.
Isang napakalawak na hardin,
Na agad pumukaw ng aking paningin.

O, Mirasol!
Namumukod tangi ang tanglaw.
Sinubukan ko itong pitasin,
Itinuring na sariling akin.

Sa lakas ng ihip ng hangin,
Di ko namalayan na ito'y tatangayin.
Sinubukan ko itong sagipin,
Ngunit sa huli, ako pa rin ang salarin.
Minsan, di natin naiisip na sa isang iglap o isang pagkakamali ay maaaring mawala satin yung bagay na pinakaiingatan natin. Kung kelang huli na ang lahat tsaka natin mapagtatanto na kahit na napakaraming bulaklak sa hardin, hindi na natin mapapalitan yung nag iisang bulaklak na napili natin kapag ito'y nalagas na.
3.0k · Aug 2015
Brothers for Life.
Meruem Aug 2015
We were all destined to come together as one,
Share a common goal that surely needs to be done.
Having this strong bond that is second to none.
Ain't even halfway but I know we already won.


This is for my brothers (from anotha' mothas')
Who's there for me through thick and thin
This is for an even stronger bond
*We tight and Brothers for Life!
I am blessed to have these people in my life.
2.6k · Mar 2019
Siomai.
Meruem Mar 2019
Akala ko nung una hindi na magbabago,
Itong maumay na takbo ng buhay ko.
Sabi nila, "pare hindi ka na natuto."
Oh pare-pareho lang ang aking problema.

Pero noong makita ko ang halaga mo,
At ang ning-ning ng iyong mga mata.
Lahat ng hapdi tila agad nawawala,
Naaalala ko na..

Tumitigil nga pala ang oras,
Kapag ikaw ay nariyan.
At ang lahat ng mga kulay;
Gumaganda.

Ipangako mo naman sa akin,
Na hinding-hindi mawawala
Ang iyong mga ngiti
Na kasing liwanag ng mga tala.
March 18, 2019 - 01:06

Para sayo, B.
2.5k · May 2019
Haaaaayperbole.
Meruem May 2019
Kalungkuta'y nakakalat na sa mapa,
At tiyak mas malalim pa sa sapa.
Kahit magdasal pa sa dalawang Allah,
Laging nakatatak itong mga alaala.

Hindi na makitaan ng ngiti
Kahit magsipilyo ng Hapee,
O kahit kulitin ng Shopee,
Kaligayaha'y tila hindi na maibahagi.
May 5, 2019 - 00:25

Maligayang kaarawan, Papa. Maligayang Pista, Sta. Monica. Ako, maligaya ba?
1.8k · Oct 2018
Payong, Kaibigan?
Meruem Oct 2018
Kapag mainit, palalamigin.
Kapag malamig, paiinitin.
Nasa kumunoy ka, sa gilid may lubid at bato;
Maghihintay ka pa ba na may sumagip sayo?
"Wag **** lunurin sarili mo kakagalaw, kakasigaw, kakapiglas, para lang may ibang taong sumagip. Kasi ikaw mismo may kakayanan ka!"

"Kapag nasa gitna ka ng dagat, magpadala ka muna sa alon. Kapag may gamit at kakayanan ka na pumalaot, at tsaka mo labanan ang agos."

- Mga salitang nakatutulong sa oras na kinakailangan. Salamat sa pagpapasilong, kaibigan!
1.5k · Aug 2015
This hits me every time.
Meruem Aug 2015
Quote:
You know what I hate?
When people choose someone else over you.
But when they have no one else,
They come running back to you.
It's past 4AM, I should go to sleep now. :3
1.4k · Oct 2018
Paghilom.
Meruem Oct 2018
Sa mundo **** puno ng ingay,
Ako ay iyong pinatahimik.
Sa mundo kong alanganin ang lagay,
Ikaw ay hihintaying bumalik.

Mananahimik,
Upang gumaling.
Ang larawan ng pagmamahal ng may-akda..
1.3k · Jul 2019
Wala.
Meruem Jul 2019
Wala ang pamagat,
Malalim parang dagat.
Marahil isang alamat,
Puno ng lamat at sugat.

Patuloy pa rin ang aking kwento,
Kahit ano pa ang naging engkwentro.
Ang bawat katagang hindi imbento,
Ilalapat sa aking pulang kwaderno.
July 8, 2019 - 22:56
1.2k · Nov 2018
Itong Liham, Aking Laham.
Meruem Nov 2018
"Ayoko na. Pagod na ako."
Oo, parang tumigil ang mundo ko.
Sa isang iglap, nawala lahat.
Pagmamakaawa hindi naging sapat.

Siguro nga mali na kinilig ako
Noong unang beses kitang kinausap.
Kinabahan ako ng todo,
Kasi lahat ng naramdaman ko totoo.

Nikka, hindi mo naman ako masisisi.
Sino bang hindi mahahalina sayo?
Kahit siya na may galit at nasaktan,
Sinabi na sayo ako'y mapapamahal.

Masaya ako na nakilala kita.
Mabuti na siguro na malaya ka na.
Pero alam mo ba, sa loob ko may nagsasabi na sana sumugal ka sakin.
Hayaan mo, sakin nalang yun.

Isa akong sinungaling.
Napakarami kong kasalanan sayo.
Pero isa lang ang masisigurado ko,
Sobrang mahal na mahal kita.

Pangako na ako'y narito pa rin,
Kung kailan mo ako kakailanganin.
Kahit na sobrang alanganin,
Lahat ng pait at sakit ay kakayanin.

Alam mo? Tama siguro sila Juan.
Na dapat mag-move on na ako.
Pero hindi, sigurado ako sayo eh.
Baka sa kabilang buhay maging tayo.
Ps. Sana maging masaya ka. Mag ingat ka.

Pps. Sana hindi mo to mabasa..

Nagmamahal,

Yung lalaking mangungutang para makabili lang ng ticket ng eroplano papunta sayo.
1.0k · Sep 2018
RE: Horoscope
Meruem Sep 2018
It's hard to make decisions this week.
Am I blaming myself too much?
I know I shouldn't think I can muscle my way through,
Every impasse, every difficulty.

The sky, and the earth, even my own instincts are telling me to hold still.
I. Am. Trying.
Time is still indeed a mystery,
Stretching and bending.

Yes, everything doesn't need to happen at once.
But I just don't know what to do?
Oh God! Please give me a sign.
I wonder what's beyond that fine line?
A response to Week 39 Sagittarius Horoscope. Time check, it's 4:11 AM.

Come home. I miss you! ~
920 · Dec 2018
Sunrise.
Meruem Dec 2018
The sun will rise,
And we will try again.
December 31, 2018 - 21:52

Looking forward to a brand new sunrise..
908 · Dec 2019
Paru-paro.
Meruem Dec 2019
Ni isang beses ay hindi pa 'ko
Nakakakain ng paru-paro
Ngunit tila bakit ang sikmura ko'y puno?
Saka ko naalala na noon
Nang una kong masabi ang pangalan mo
Nakalunok ako kaya siguro.
December 19, 2019 - 11:11

Au revoir. ~
881 · Dec 2018
Day 1
Meruem Dec 2018
You'll always be my day one
Day zero when I was no one
I'm nothing by myself
You and no one else
Thankful you're my day one
(c) Honne

You are the song that sings me to sleep, but keeps my thoughts awake.
875 · May 2019
Anino.
Meruem May 2019
Tatlong oras bago sumapit ang umaga,
Panibagong araw, bagong panimula.
Bigyang liwanag ang isang tulad niya,
At siya namang ikabubuhay ko...
May 18, 2019 - 02:47

Sa kabila ng nakaraan, aking hahanapin ang walang hanggang mga dahilan upang mabuhay.
851 · Dec 2018
2065.
Meruem Dec 2018
When this timeline is hit,
And the timeclock ticks,
You'll hear those engines clink,
And I'll re-arrange all of this.

Better charge the portal gun,
Get buckled up on the Space Cruiser.
"Wubba Lubba Dub Dub!!"
Let's get out of this universe, Rick.
December 12, 2018 - 01:04

I hope by the time I hit 70, Elon Musk have invented time machines, or I'll be able to go with Rick and travel the multiverse.

Ps. It's more than just Rick's stupid nonsense catchphrase..
758 · Feb 2019
Session Road.
Meruem Feb 2019
Ilang taon na rin ang nakalipas,
Mula noong una kong masilayan;
Ang kislap ng iyong mga mata,
Nangingibabaw sa mga ilaw sa daan.

Naaalala ko pa lahat -
Puno ng kaligayahan, kapayapaan.

At ngayon, ikaw at ako.
Tila hindi na magkatagpo.
Sana hindi matangay ng pagbugso,
Itong dinadala ng aking puso.
February 25, 2019 - 03:46

Maligayang kaarawan, bunso. Sayo ko muna ibubuhos oras at atensyon ko. Promise ni kuya may cake ka mamaya.
754 · Jun 2019
Puzzle.
Meruem Jun 2019
Scattered all throughout
A piece that I secretly hide
The puzzles on the floor
And it's you that I adore.

Shattered all over
A piece that I can't deny
The puzzles on the floor
And I swear to love you more.
June 12, 2019 - 05:40

Dedicating this poem to the one I love; the missing piece to my puzzle. You made my life complete long before I even realize it.

I love you, B. ~
750 · Aug 2015
Midnight Thoughts.
Meruem Aug 2015
How foolish of me to let you be sober.
To settle for something I thought would be better.
There were a lot of what if's and wishful thinking.
But now, all what's left is just nothing.

I am really sorry for what I've done.
I know you're hurt and already moved on.
But so you know, I just can't help this heart of mine.
Please let me come back home, just one more time.
Straight outta feels, with love.
731 · Nov 2019
Walang Pamagat.
Meruem Nov 2019
Panahon na rin siguro,
Para ako'y makasiguro.
Ipahinga muna ang puso,
Habang ako ay natututo.

At sa pagsapit ng umaga,
Isa lamang ang mahalaga;
Na sa pagmulat ng mga mata,
Purong ligaya na ang nadarama.
November 21, 2019 - 01:30

Tayo na at magpakalasing mamaya!!!!!!!
724 · Oct 2019
Ika-Siyam ng Oktubre.
Meruem Oct 2019
Nakahiga lamang sa sahig,
Lunod sa himig ni Shirley.
Tamang medley sa gabi,
Sa pagsapit ng umaga ay nananabik.

Pinaalala sakin ang iyong mga ngiti,
Lalo na yaong mapupulang pisngi.
Bakas na bakas sa labi ang hikbi,
Nang aking balikan ang lahat ng aking pagkakamali.

Nakakalungkot lamang isipin,
Kung paano nawala ang ating pagtingin.
Noong sandaling nag iba ang ihip ng hangin,
Bakit hindi kita nagawang sagipin.
October 9, 2019 - 02:57

Lumabas si George sa memories ko sa Facebook. Nagbasa ako ng lumang messages. Narealize ko na sobrang mali ng nagawa ko noon. Wala na.
717 · Oct 2018
Come Back Stronger.
Meruem Oct 2018
Do not give up.
It is not over.
The universe is balanced.
Every set-back bears with it the seeds of a comeback.
About that life.
704 · Dec 2018
Gusto Na Kita.
Meruem Dec 2018
Ilang oras na akong di makatulog,
Paulit-ulit lang naman ang reklamo.
Gusto lang kitang makalimutan,
Gusto na kitang makalimutan.
(c) 6cyclemind

Ganyan mainlove. Ganyan mainlove.
657 · Dec 2019
Sentipid.
Meruem Dec 2019
May isang munting alupihan,
Na naligaw sa aming tahanan.
Lingid sa kaalaman ng iilan,
Siya ay may dalang kalungkutan.

At nang lumaon nga siya ay napaluha,
At siya ay napapunas ng kanyang luha,
At napapunas, at napapunas,
At napanunas, at napanunas....................
December 17, 2019 - 05:55

Abot nga ba ng ibang kamay niya yung mukha?
647 · Dec 2018
(500) Days Of Autumn.
Meruem Dec 2018
Final scene of the movie:
Tom met this one particular girl.
They used to go to the same plaza,
But Tom wasn't looking.

The narrator goes:
"There's no such thing as fate..
Nothing is meant to be.
He knew, he was sure of it now."

A slight hint of hope,
A second chance in love.
Tom asked her out, she said sure.
"Nice to meet you, I'm Autumn.."
December 10, 2018 - 14:58

The greatest and biggest things in life comes when you least expect it. Live life to the fullest and just watch how it unfolds right before your eyes.
629 · Sep 2019
Sprout.
Meruem Sep 2019
Imagine the life of a plant,
Harmonizing oneself with nature.
Some are in a conrete jungle,
Slowly growing out of the pavement.

Imagine your life,
And it's continuous search for meaning.
Some days might be rough,
Yet you'll manage to get through.
September 3, 2019 - 03:52

Taking a rain check on them lonely days.
588 · Dec 2018
Infinity.
Meruem Dec 2018
Purple skies, sunset beyond the bulb.
At the tea shop, breeze by the bay.
So what are you waiting for, love?
Can't you see that I am here to stay?
December 7, 2018 - 02:08, Ref. WGL39Q

My book, one Wintermelon Milk Tea, and my "To Infinity" playlist. You know the vibe.
587 · Dec 2018
Bliss.
Meruem Dec 2018
Alam mo yung nakaiinis?
Hindi naman sa pagmamalinis;
Itong pait sadyang labis,
Pahingi naman ng konting bilis.
Matagal lang talaga siguro yung balik nito. Masyadong mabigat eh, tiis lang. Padayon!
Meruem Aug 2015
I'm not coming back (forgive me)
I've done something so terrible
I'm terrified to speak (I'm not calling, I'm not calling)
But you'd expect that from me
I'm mixed up, I'll be blunt, now the rain is just (You're driving me crazy)
Washing you out of my hair and out of my mind
Keeping an eye on the world,
From so many thousands of feet off the ground, I'm over you now
I'm at home in the clouds, and towering over your head ~
Remembering Sunday - All Time Low
572 · Sep 2018
Panalangin.
Meruem Sep 2018
Kung may didinggin man na isang panalangin,
Maari bang hindi nalang magising?
Kung ito man ang huling sandali,
Gusto ko ng magbakasakali.
Ika-1 ng Oktubre taong 2018.
565 · Jun 2019
81.
Meruem Jun 2019
81.
Wish you nothing
But a happy version of you
Because I...
June 19, 2019 - 21:37

"It's gonna be alright."
541 · Nov 2019
Over November.
Meruem Nov 2019
We were just two strangers,
Who once took a leap over November.
It was bittersweet and sometimes I wonder;
.......
November 9, 2019 - 04:10

Too sleepy to even finish this poem.. zzz
539 · Aug 2019
RE: You Never Loved Her.
Meruem Aug 2019
"You never loved her."
These words are marked on you;
Like a deep wound in your heart,
Like a sad song in your head.

I loved you, and I'll always do.
All the hours that we spent,
And everytime that our hearts skipped
A beat for every sweet nothings.

I loved you, that's why I came back.
I loved you like the moon loves the sun;
I was outshined by your light,
Yet all I wanted was to meet you in the middle.

I loved you,
Because you were my world.
And it really breaks my heart
Because you still think that I only used you.

I loved you;
I returned so I can mend your broken heart
I wanted to be the one to wipe away your tears
I offered you my heart, my soul, and a life we can share together.

But you never loved me.
You only loved how I patiently loved you.
You only loved the idea that I'll still run to you despite our darkest days.
You only loved your old memory of me and discarded the truth that nothing has changed.

You never loved me, but I did.
August 25, 2019 - 12:56
536 · Aug 2015
3:32 A.M.
Meruem Aug 2015
I've been thinking lately about you and me,
And all the questions left unanswered,
How it all could be.

And I hope you know,
You never left my head,
And if I ever let you down,
I'm sorry.

I see you around here lately,
You smile brighter than you should.
And me I've been so lonely,
I'm glad you're doing good.

'Cause I can't forget,
The way it used to be,
And if I ever let you down,
Well I'm sorry.

No I can't let you go.

And you know that you can take all of me,
I swear I will be better than before,
So sing it back.

I'm sorry for the things I've done.
I'm sorry for the man I was,
And how I treated you. ~


*Sorry - Sleeping With Sirens
A kind of music for the sick, homesick. #WhoGoat
516 · Dec 2018
Ewan.
Meruem Dec 2018
Di ko na alam.
Sobrang lugmok tangina!
Isang lamok nalang,
At baka matapos na.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA PUKINGINA TALAGA DI KO NA ALAM ANONG MARARAMDAMAN SOBRANG LUGMOK PUTA TALAGA!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA THEO TARA NA INOM NA TAYO TANGINA!!!!
516 · Dec 2019
Everglow.
Meruem Dec 2019
We have finally reached
A complete turnaround,
And for the last time
I was homebound.

There she was
Right at plain sight;
And like the moon,
I borrowed her light.
December 20, 2019 - 03:42

"Everglow" is a feeling of peace or love that given by something or someone. Despite what a person has been through, this feeling continues to remain in their heart, no matter what."
462 · Dec 2019
99.
Meruem Dec 2019
99.
Same day last year was different;
It was a lot of of ups and downs.
Things were left because it ain't right;
Same day next year will be different.
December 9, 2019 - 02:14

Looking back, I really made a lot of mistakes. I am trying to not let those things define who I am as a person, and I am still doing my best to be better each and every day.

So, I am still thankful for all the days - up to this point - of having a fresh start since then.
422 · Jul 2019
Infinity Pt. 2
Meruem Jul 2019
Grey skies, something's brewing up.
At home, come what may.
So do what you gotta do, love.
I guess we weren't here to stay.
July 3, 2019 - 13:34, Grey and Yellow Beads

My fat ***, craving for some Wintermelon Milktea, and my "To Infinity" playlist. Maybe you just didn't wore your bracelet that much?
419 · Nov 2019
Infinity Pt. 3
Meruem Nov 2019
Blue skies light the night, it's the morning.
At my room, will be snoozing soon.
So do you still hate me that much, love?
It will only get things worse if I stayed.
November 30, 2019 - 05:40

“Maybe someday when we meet again, you will thank me for letting you go. Maybe soon, I will thank myself for following what my heart wanted me to do. I never saved myself alone. I saved us —separately.”
418 · Nov 2019
To Four, Two For.
Meruem Nov 2019
To the one who's been blessed,
All but a table for two.
These four words,
Happy Birthday To You!
November 28, 2019 - 02:48

Took a little jab at myself, ha! Mamba day for me.
417 · Jul 2019
So Write It Ain't Right.
Meruem Jul 2019
All I want is to write,
But something ain't right..
July 30, 2019 - 00:05
416 · Dec 2018
Coming Home.
Meruem Dec 2018
Sometimes a change of scenery
Is all we need
A quick getaway
Or a long vacay
Doesn't matter whether you go alone
As long as you can finally feel at home.
December 7, 2018 - 23:15
San Juan, La Union.
415 · Aug 2019
Lost and Found.
Meruem Aug 2019
You need to get lost,
Before you get found.
August 26, 2019 - 04:18
409 · Oct 2019
Memoir.
Meruem Oct 2019
I always get subtle memories,
Whenever I remember my last love.

It was like a freshly brewed coffee,
For someone who prefers milk.
It was the strongest kind,
One that certainly kept me wide awake.

It was like winter
On a tropical island.
Cold yet always kept me warm;
Seasonal but definitely not temporary.

I always get subtle memories,
Enough to keep me at bay.
October 30, 2019 - 01:37

A memoir is a collection of memories that an individual writes about moments, or events, both public or private, that took place in the subject's/person's life. Cloud 9.
408 · May 2019
Okay? Okay.
Meruem May 2019
Even if there's nothing left,
I'm gonna be okay, right?
May 3, 2019 - 23:01

Gonna keep on doing stupid **** to keep myself busy.
402 · Jul 2019
Solo.
Meruem Jul 2019
Am deeply drowned in my own thoughts.
Slowly running out of air to breathe.
Father, stretch my hands.
I ain't no Han, I won't make it solo.
July 16, 2019 - 01:12

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