acacia
"i know that, i know that
what's mine will find me"
(1)


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sigh...
(forgive my intrusion)
not necessarily-
for too many, we have to invent, create and
forever to be on the lookout for to
find what we need,
forgive and then, not begrudge the time it may take,
finally
then to make it ours,
for
that's when the work begins,

sometimes it takes a forever
to know how to define, create
find, a forevermore

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exactly 5:00am
Wed Sep 10
in the dark, dark sunroom

...And I don't know, where I go wrong,
But I feel like there's nowhere I belong.
The expanding space seems to prolong,
It's led to a Big Freeze, it's all cold now for a long.
Is it now too cold to sustain a life here, is it gone?

And I always knew you would leave me all along,
But I thought if I put you first,
Love you enough then we'll be strong.
your insecurities will be gone,
But little did I know, I was wrong.
Oh, a Big Rip, the expansion;
Your action accelerates so harshly,
that it eventually tears my atoms sharply.

I wish you had told me all the stories before;
Because when I saw you with him, I became sore,
And my heart began to explore.
Then the Big Crunch happened, too hard to digest,
You keep leaving me, it's all distressed.
All the memories started to be reversed,
Causing me to collapse, completely immersed.

Bound by the cycle, the Big Bounce,
Every time you leave, I feel Trounce.
You created a quantum loop; with gravity,
A force so strong I almost lost my morality.
But in the end, I became a singularity,
And I have left your triangularity.