To be of someone’s help
Even when falling short of, self
Can be gratifying

~

There is a motion, a spin of worlds

collides inside my mind.

I watch you walk glue to the hind

of deep desires, the Latin blood

surge through your veins,

your skin in dark, my mind a flood

of dreams and wants,

I watch you walk.

How could I run the curve of you

in pleasure pains,

my hands to steer on every turn

and let you drive me

around a place of no return-

-
H.O
November 15, 2019

I'm not going to wait
For you anymore
I'm going to change the locks
On my back door
Push a needle in
Go for a ride
Got to escape
These feelings inside

All I do fades to grey
I can't hear a word
You say
I can't take it anymore
I CANNOT TOLERATE!

I’m not gona' be your fool
Wouldn't give a ****
What you do
Push a needle in
Cause I'm never afraid
I'm gona' make you GO AWAY!

nothing can hold me back now,
neither any luxury,
nor any love,
neither any goal,
nor any determination,
don't tell me now,
that you will be there for me,
when i have stood alone,
in the breathtaking storms,
watching my sail,
being blown away,
don't tell me you love me,
when i know you don't,
don't tell me it's all gonna be better,
when i already know,
you will always be you,
and i'll a;ways be me.........