being so near to you
i can sense how close you are
with every fiber of my being
but i am frozen
i try to move against my pain
and reach out to you
to just step across the stream
but i am frozen
beneath the surface
a river courses through my veins
begging for you, pleading
but i am frozen
now i have so many dams
made of sharp ice
though naturally i flow freely
but i am frozen
i want to be with you
i want to be in your arms
*i want to be thawed
but i am frozen~
I actually cried writing this.
Because I hate myself for what they did to me.
I want to be thawed, but I'm having trouble melting the ice...
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