Being a human means,
you have to deal with a lot of sadness
And by loving someone means,
you have to deal with a lot of goodbyes

Dear you,
who used to be my source of happiness
when life was being a ***** and pressure is real

You found me in that short period of time we sat together
and just like that, we talked about everything
and our little dreams;
where you are you
and I am I

And it’s just your smile
that shines the darkest-little-room of my heart
when being with you simply brings happiness to my sky

Dear you,*
who used to be my highschool sweetheart
and will forever be a best-friend of mine
in this very ****** life

When being a human means,
you have to deal with a lot of sadness
And by loving someone means,
you have to deal with a lot of goodbyes

While you;
were the very first person
whom said to me ‘goodbye’
and didn’t leave me with a brokenheart

The shady line
between friends and something more;
is killing me

Why can't it just be the exact black or white?

*Why should it be this grey shade all over?

You know;
the feeling when you know that everything's over
but still, it isn't..

And you know it isn't
but you keep reminding yourself that it is
so that you won't look so pathetic
But at the end of the day, still, it isn't..

At least for you, it isn't..

And you know,
Those random nights when you can't sleep,
And in your mind,
its like a movie of
happy and sad and angry moments of your life,
When it's suddenly hits you hard..

Just like;
why such happy moments
make you a saddest girl in the world right now?

And it just hurts,
Because you know,
You know, deeply in your heart..
It isn't over

Tell me;
how could you just wake up one day
and decided not to love me anymore,
while I am here
falling apart in a sea of loneliness
*trying to save myself from dying inside

Here I am;
standing
surrounded by
everything
I've ever loved

Actually, it’s like this;
what use is it to hold onto something that is scattering?

*Only the heart will hurt more..