I am into you.
Too into you.

(But)

Into emptiness I look
As I could look at you no more.

Into hell I go
As I could hold you no more.

(As it go)

Into fire I burn
As I could feel no more.

Into water I drown
As I could breath no more.

Into darkness I fade
As I could shine no more.

Experience craves innocence
While innocence craves experience
And there is no in between

the pieces fall into place
&
sometimes
the place falls into pieces

I close my eyes
and fade away into a place
in my own mind;
A place where
random thoughts
are mixed and packed
into clouds;
floating lazily.

Sometimes I sit on an
especially fluffy one
and journey somewhere,
until it starts to vanish
from under me,
into little wispy threads...

I forget where I was going
and jump on another one,
and another;
as if skipping and
hopping about.

Carelessly.

One cloud crumbles and evanesces,
and another appears;
like stairs--
Appearing one by one
at my feet,
progressing forward,
carrying me.....
....where?

I start to forget,
why or how
I ended up here-
but there is
peace here. And comfort.

As I start to enjoy, I know it's not real.
Clouds rain in the real world.
And knowing that scares me.

*I know I have to wake up.

Some people in our lives
Are given to us with halos-
Standing there like mountains,
Holding us together as pillars.

Thanks to our guardian angels
We can bravely say goodbye
To angst and all of its brought despair,
We no longer need to fear the fall.

We are so lucky, so generously rewarded...
We are blessed to have a person bright as sun,
To be protected by God given attendants,
Who are always there to look after us.

We are truly gifted...
To be surrounded by people with halos.