Isabelle H Graye

Isabelle H Graye Dec 2014

I have no where to go
No one to turn to
No ear is listening, no open arms
I don't know what to do

Everyone is busy in their lives
How selfish to ask to put hault
Why are you depressed
It is something you did, it is your fault

I am not alone
Physically
But it feels like I have no one
Basically

I want to scream
I want to shout
But that isn't okay
Don't put your feelings out

Am I misunderstood
Doesn't anyone get me
Do you hear
Can you hear my plea

Just out me out
My misery
No more pain, no more sadness
Set my soul free

#feelings #sad #depression #expression #emo

Isabelle H Graye Dec 2014

A Winning Fight

She left you
You have no idea why
So you are left to lie
You speak nothing that is true

You blame me
I am the reason why
In you mind, you are the perfect guy
It wasn't a pick between us, it was to be free

The horrible truth is you
You don't listen, you made her pick
Made her feel like a puppy that has been kick
It wasn't what I said, it was what you do

And now she is gone
She is happy now
And in your gut, you know how
This fight is done

Here is what makes this great
You were the one making it a fight
I stayed away, I was out of sight
It is over, no going back, it is too late

******* wes! You made it to a fight, you made her pick. I stayed out of it and I won the fight that I stayed out of

#friendship #relationship #******* #abusive

Isabelle H Graye Nov 2014

I am lost in you

It started with a kiss
And I melt
Your touch is bliss
I love this feeling  that is being felt

I want to write more
More I think of it, I cry
My feelings that I tell you is what I pour
Being away from you hurts, no lie

It is easy to know what  I have to say
When I think of you, it is clear
But with you, I feel that I have lost my way
Losing  control, I don't know what to I fear

Our past may be off and on
Thirteen years of being friends
I don't want what we have to be gone
You do everything to make things better and tying loose ends

You never give up
You fight hard
Love this great is rare like that golden cup
There is no special card

To prove our love is great
I will fight for us, fight for you
This is never too late
To prove that my feelings are true

All I want you to hug me
Please don't let go
Help me see
It can be a great high, or a sad low

But with you, I want to take that risk
Most of the time I don't know what to do
It started with a kiss
I am lost in you

#love #kiss #hope #lost

Isabelle H Graye Sep 2014

A Real Man

What is a man?
Does he make women cry?
Does he brag about it?
Does he cheat on the one that he claims that he loves?
Does he make her feel like crap?
Does he have to put down others to boost himself?

No

He only loves one woman
He owns up to his mistakes
He is humble
He has goals
He stands up for what is right
He is what other men want to be

******* Wes. You are not a man, you are not even ****

#abuse #fuckyou #realman #wes

Isabelle H Graye Aug 2014

Everyone's fool

Perfect by nature
Icons of self indulgence
Just what we all need
More lies about a world that

Never was and never will be
Have you no shame? Don't you see me?
You know you've got everybody fooled

Look, here she comes now
Bow down and stare in wonder
Oh, how we love you
No flaws when you're pretending
But now I know she

Never was and never will be
You don't know how you've betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled

Without the mask, where will you hide?
Can't find yourself lost in your lie

I know the truth now
I know who you are
And I don't love you anymore

Never was and never will be
You don't know how you've betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled

It never was and never will be
You're not real and you can't save me
And somehow now you're everybody's fool

Everyone's fool by Evanescence
This goes out to you, LM

#evanescence #laura #everyonesfool #betraly

Isabelle H Graye Jul 2014

A little bit about me!

I am a nerd:
* DnD
* Harry Potter
* Lord of the Rings
* WoW
* Anime
* Reading
* Video Games
* Comic book heroes
* Science
* Math
* Hunger games
* Steampunk
* Disney!!!
* Futurama
* Star Wars
* Doctor Who
* Breaking Bad
* Archer
* 90's Cartoons
* Invader Zim

I am a Metal head \m/
* Nightwish
* Sabaton
* Ozzy Osbourne
* Iron Maiden
* Epica
* Van Canto
* Dealian
* Hammerfall
* DragonForce

I love my life:
* My love
* My family
* My Job as a preschool teacher
* having fun

This is who I am and I don't care if any one thinks of me!

#nerd #aboutme

Isabelle H Graye May 2014

I don't need you

I watch him beat you
Make you feel like ****
You say it is over
You had enough of it

I thought that you were strong
That you were better than this
But you decide to let him brainwash you
How can I not be ******

You are mad at me for speaking my mind
About him that I do not trust
Not anymore
But this ends up being a bust

Everything you said before
The stuff that he has done to you
Now that was all a lie
None of that was true

You are mad at me
Because of how he treated you
You said the same when my love was being a ****
But it is differnet with this case, in your mind it is true

I will be supportive of what you choose to do
Though I fear that things will come to an end
Him, myself are not speaking
If you do go back, it will be very hard to be a friend

I will not take back how I feel, what I said
Take care
I hope you see the light of the truth
Saying good bye is hard to bare

I wrote this for my friend. She left her ex who is horrible to his friends and her. He is abusive and she wants to go back to him after brainwashing her on more lies. He turned her on me.

#helpless #abuse #friend #laura #lostofafriend #wes