I binge all day, no
end in sight, but then for days
i'll starve myself right.

Four days of hunger
Four days so sweet
My stomach is angry
It's so mad at me
And the pain is lovely
It's sweet agony

And then I ate
I filled my tummy up
I binged until it hurt
More food; not enough
I don't want to weigh myself
I broke my own trust

I broke to binge
And I couldn't throw it up
It felt so good
But the guilt is too much
I feel so fat
But when I eat I feel love.

I'm breaking to binge
Eat anything in sight
Ninety-six hours
Ruined in one night
This lack of self-control
Is ruining my life.

Hunger hurts
But I want it so bad
Hunger hurts
But I miss what I had
I miss the hunger pains
Cause binging makes me sad

So I'm working to purge
I'm working on control
This dapper little dirge
Is a reflection of my soul
No one ******* cares
So no one needs to know.

No one ever stops me
So I'm not going to eat
Because the me in the mirror
Isn't the me I want to see.
If there was someone there
Maybe I'd be free.

Back to the cutting board
My goal was one-thirty
Back to the cutting board
Now one-twenty
Self-control
I like the sound of eighty.

I broke to binge
The ugliest sin
I broke for food
And now I brood
But I'm better again
*I must be thin

You've taken over me
Controlled me
I cannot fight you anymore
I'm losing
How do I know?
Because I'm hungry and I refuse to eat.

Ana
Why won't you eat?
Ask me that question
The other way 'round
Reasons more than my ten fingers

Ana
Worry not
Worry never

Ana
One bite or two
It'll do you good
Just bite a bit more
Oh
I will surely be pleased

Ana
Said you weren't hungry
For the millionth time
Said you're saving money
Savings must be millions
For how many times you've said
millions.

I will guard you
Not to throw up
That blessing you received

Ana
Hold that finger still
By your side
Dare you not
To put in your throat
Force to let it out

Ana
I hope you're doing good
Now eat this meal
I know you can do it.

Ana Ana,
Where are you?
I need to be thin like you!
Teach me your ways
Show me how to starve
Ana Ana,
I want to be just like you.

*-c.a.