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 May 2014 Kagami
That One Guy
Poem
 May 2014 Kagami
That One Guy
I have lost someone
Someone that I loved
And cared for vary much
My best friend
Is now gone

I have no one
That I can trust
The only one I could trust
Is now ignoring me

She has someone
And
I'm alone
And afraid
Without her
 May 2014 Kagami
That One Guy
You give me something everyday.
I wait wondering
What the next one could be
It does not matter if it's small
Or if it's pointless
Every time
I see something
On my desk
I smile
 May 2014 Kagami
first last
"So what does depression feel like"*

It feels like trying to run through the sand after you have just climbed out of the ocean.

Like trying desperately to hang on to the merry-go-round spinning out of control.

Like struggling to keep your head above water in a wave pool.

Like trying to climb up a steep slide and slipping down just as you almost reach the top.

Like gasping for air after you've had the wind knocked out of you.

Like having a crush on life knowing life will never like you back.

Do you understand now?
Poetess, rare in contemporary usage
yet, not rare in actuality.
Am I a poet? Or a poetess?
The word "poetry" derives from the Latin feminine noun poetria, meaning not "poetry" but "poetess.
So, confusion reigns in my mind as to what I am
but not what I do, or why I do it.
Do I write because I want recognition? Fame? Accolades? No.
Do I write because I need to? Yes.
Words soothe my soul, whether they be dark words or
words forged in the light.
Poetry allows the poet and the reader to visualise
nay experience all forms of love, hurt, pain, madness,
and suffering, the poet, the poem and the reader become as one.
© JLB
Marianne Moore famously described the poet's job as creating "imaginary gardens with real toads in them".(Poetry)
 May 2014 Kagami
tian
We Poets
 May 2014 Kagami
tian
We poets are deep
Nocturnal, at night we don't sleep
We poets are awesome
Words we express are like flowers blossom
We poets are interesting
Advices we give are simply amazing
We poets are philosophical
With our trademark we leave, phenomenal.
*"We rule this world."*
 May 2014 Kagami
That One Guy
?
 May 2014 Kagami
That One Guy
?
I know you have told me
Not to worry about this
That this "will never happen"
But I feel like you don't
Trust me anymore
That you don't
Want to talk to me anymore
Is this true?
 May 2014 Kagami
That One Guy
Again I'm alone
And afraid
Scared of what might happen
What if I do something
Again to lose you
I don't think I can go
Through that again
Even now
Still knowing that we are
Still friends
We are still
Talking to one another
I somehow still find a way
To cry

I'm scared of losing you
As a friend
You are my closest friend
And every time I feel like we
Get closer in any way
Even if we get closer as friends
Something happens to
Make me cry again
 May 2014 Kagami
That One Guy
The door is finally closed
I don't know why
I still thought it was open
It's locked and I'm
Searching for a key
Just a reason to stay strong
I don't need to use the key
I just want to know I have it
To wait for a day
A day that might never happen
A day that I might be able to
Open it once more
But for now I'm searching
Scared and alone
I search
For a key that might not
Even be real
 May 2014 Kagami
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On the Horizon
 May 2014 Kagami
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The rain is here
You want to drown
But there is light
On the horizon

Sticky wet heat
Clothes are so gross
But there is cooling
On the horizon

Doubting my existence
And fathoming things bigger than us
But there is peace
On the horizon

Stress and tests
Useless work
But there is Summer
On the horizon
Trying to feel hopeful
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