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 May 2014 Kagami
Schanzé
The cold misty mornings are now my favourite because I get to see your warm face.
I get to see those blue eyes catch mine and I feel like maybe I could get through the day.

I like the afternoons even better cause I know you'll be there. Know you'll sit less than a whisper away, know that you'll be right there in the corner of my eye and that makes me feel; safe.

Nights, they're the worst. I spend those hours thinking about you. Counting them down. Worrying about what will have changed in the morning.
Generally nothing does, but I'm always afraid something will.

I wonder when you'll speak to me, when you'll say those words I've been waiting to hear.
Not those three, just the one.
"Hello"
Two syllables, one word.
One word that could change my life.
To 168
 May 2014 Kagami
That One Guy
It finally happened
The thing I was most afraid of
I know it probably was closed
A long time ago
But for me it was
Still cracked open
A fake reality I created
But now it's shut
You finally closed it for me
It's locked, it won't open again
It will be hard for me to recover
But I want to say one thing
Knowing the door is closed
I still want to be there for you
 May 2014 Kagami
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Signifi-can't
 May 2014 Kagami
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I love deep talks
About science, philosophy
But the aftermath is bad
I feel small
Useless
But with my faith
I am also small
But I am part
Of something larger
Unfathomable
Unquestionable
And good.
I'm so confused
But it'll be okay
Because even if philosophy and science make me
Insignificant and subjective
My reality is defined by contentment
Service
And love
I still love science and philosophy, but I think I need to separate it a little.  I know what makes me feel right, that is enough
 May 2014 Kagami
Jindomess
Your Eyes
 May 2014 Kagami
Jindomess
When I look into your eyes
I fall in love again and again
Your eyes are beautiful
When I look at them
I see someone
Who has
Gone through so much
But I see beauty
And they are so **** cute

:)
"As long as you have a reason to criticise yourself then you should have no reason to criticise others."

Karl Franssen
 May 2014 Kagami
That One Guy
Get her out of this prison of
Pain
And sorrow

Give her happiness
And see the joys in life
Like her friends
And others who care for her

Set her free
And let her
See the flowers grow
And bloom under the sun
Set her free
So that she can bloom with them
Into something more beautiful

Let her
Walk through the
Sand and grass
Barefoot
And feel the heat of the sand
And the tingling of the grass
Between her toes

Leave her be
So she can
No longer feel the pain
So she can be happy
Bloom into something more
And feel nature through her toes

And

Have her feel save
Enough
To
Love
Again
*smileyface*
 May 2014 Kagami
That One Guy
I pray
 May 2014 Kagami
That One Guy
For you to feel
To have you be Happy
To feel no more pain
To help you get through this
To know I am there for you
And
To know that
I still love you
 May 2014 Kagami
That One Guy
I need something from you
A hug, and maybe a kiss too
I wrote this a long time ago...
 May 2014 Kagami
Jindomess
Last night another dream
Only this time
It was a good dream

I see you lying there
Curled up and crying
I lay right next to you
And you look up
And smile
You rap your arms around me
And squeeze tight
Then after a while
Your grip starts to loosen
You've fallen asleep
I smile and think of how
Cute you are
You mumble in your sleep
Multiple times
I try to listen to figure out
What you are saying
You say it again louder
"I love you"
All I can do is blush
Your sleeping so you won't hear
I build up the courage to say
"I love you too"
You smile
Open your eyes and smile again
And squeeze again

"Good night
Sweet dreams"
You say
Right before falling
Asleep again
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