being lost,
being crazy , being weird maybe
is not so bad
Like
at night walking the streets for
hours and thinking
the moonlight is nothing just a fake
if you can be
that way
undisturbed
and
Knowing you can't beat death but
you can beat death in life sometimes or
Maybe I am more consumed by the way this something-ness is undefined
Or The mind is always ready for harsh reality.
W.E

Life, a fruit consumed, it gives, it takes;
the cost has always been the same:
Everything.

It is beautiful, in its unfairness, in its strangeness,
In its unforgiveness, in its colours.

Beauty is in the eye of the beholder,
Then honestly look, life can be anything
Also, absolutely nothing.

Life, a fruit grown, given, taken, eaten.

I had choices
Yet I still chose you
But you left me with a broken heart
Feeling blue
My tears spilling on the floor
Stuck
In the bittersweet memories
Of what we used to be
The things you would say
To appease my hunger for love
You satisfied my thirst
With words you never meant
And never planned on meaning
You say you want me
In the ways I want you
You say you want a big house
And a lovely wedding
9 kids too
All the things we planned out
And yet you still
Say you’re busy
And you’re sorry
Without saying what you mean
What you mean
Is that you’re sorry
I feel this way
About words that were made to upset me
I know I’m fragile
So you should
Have to accommodate
Instead of trampling over them
Like my words mean nothing
And my heart is made for stomping on
And my eyes were made for crying
Rivers of tears
All because
One day you made me feel blue
And it just escalated to the point
That I could never imagine myself
With anyone other than you
So in the dark of night
When I’m remembering what used to be
And crying over you and me
And all the memories we share
That were just left in the open air
Because you broke my heart
And walked away
As if I meant nothing from the start

Another year silently disappears
We look out at the bleak grey sky
There's something different
This time our trajectory is so so clear

We walked through the dirt
but our path was so absolute
The air was so crisp
Wind skimmed our face
Our journeys, they led us face to face

And there was nothing that we couldn't take
No element in this world we were unable to face
and that was the change
we changed it all
the inner voice -
we heard it call

I couldn't deny the words I heard
you heard it too
it was like a singing bird
a robin that wouldn't stop
and a message so distinct
we could never forget.

As the next year slowly draws in
what we know
we welcome it
with arms open wide.
It belongs to you,
the words echo in my ear
you must embrace it every single year.