I'm a coward, I know this to be true.
All I do is run and hide from you.
Don't be mad, it's all okay.
I'm always here for you at the end of the day.

Everything is still the same,
We just have to make things a little bit more tame.
I just wanted you to know you'll always be my best friend,
Right down to the very end.
Even though things don't always turn out right,
There's always a chance of happiness at the end of the night.

You chose to disregard my feelings for hers?
You.
The one who opened my scars.
"The one?"
My heart continues to ache.
Waiting to break.
I can feel it. I know this torment has just begun.
Why do I allow you to hurt me?
Allow you to see parts of myself in which I've kept hidden?
Only to be throw away, good ridden
"everything will be alright."
" I love you"
Do you really?  
Your words shoot an unbearable pain.
" I love you. I love you. I love you."
Making me go insane.
My unknowing womb, eating me alive..
Why now after all this time?
My heart aches and I tremble, tears rushing down my face.
"Her feelings mean more than mine"..
But
I've never left..
I stayed by your side.

under a well-
   contented sky of blue lashes
dreamy
I felt so fortunate, so, full
   to be granted the
opportunity
     to behold the beauty of all this
virtue,
so,
I felt a Goddess, had thought of me
reserved,
this place for me, to see,
so,
I bowed down,
and gave thanks,
clapped
earnestly,
cried
reproducing the
roar of thunder.
I cry out
un- ending
Joy.

Love the one that makes you happy every day.
Love the one who you can always be yourself with.
Love the one who loves all of your perfect imperfections.
Love the one you trust with your life.
Love the one who makes you feel like a better person, and special and fun.
Love the one who makes you feel alive again.
Love the one who thinks you're most beautiful with messy hair, no make up and having a smile on your face.
Love who is patient and kind, and listens to all of your silly rants with just a loving  smile.
Love the one who always wants to give you kisses.

It's hard to find a best friend, in world of relationships.
If you find someone like that, don't let them go.
Love like that is special.