So much happening
you look to the sky,
the wind blows
you float up high.
No control
you think you'll die,
for only a second
but then you realize,
not a moment passes
that struck you with fear.
opening up your mind,
to new ideas,
And when the moments right
you'll begin to fall
with one tumbling motion
and no remorse at all.
The ground will shake ,
and the wind shall  blow,
but all that matters,
is at least you know
*That sometimes you'll hit an all time low,
But it only leads you to where you need to go.

The will I have
is like a fire inside
It'll never go out
until the day I die

like a mother to a son
we made it up for fun
but together we shall stand
to always give a helping hand

We deserve to be happy,
so stop thinking of the downs.
There's a reason for everything,
to turn your life around.

The blind man was asked
"How does this picture look?"
The man then replies,
"Beautiful."
The blind man was then asked
"How so?"
He replies,
"Your forced to see whatever it is,
I get to see whatever I want."

I'm tired of the head games
Do you still really wanna play?
Your not the only one with emotions
And that's all I'm gonna say...

It takes only a ten seconds to change everything
Whether your in control of it or not.
It can be done by acting out
Or just hearing What someone has to say.
It could be great
or become a disaster.
Just when things seem to be okay
And nothing can be taken away, because, you already lost
"everything"
There will always be something that could be taken away..
Seems easy to say
"I'm used to it"
In full honesty
You never are.
"At least not for myself."
But it's one of those times again I have no control
And everyone around me will just say
"Well that *****."
While all I can do is quietly nod in agreement to my closest friends..

Once again,
It only takes ten seconds to change everything.

Laying in bed, texting you all night.
the funny thing was, we'd never fight.
I remember the day, and what you looked like
back when we'd both say, how we feel.

I have so little now
most pictures are gone.
But I still have a sign,
Welcome to Wilmington

You see I'm here
and I don't wanna go away
I'm literally trying to think of what to say.

You're my best friend and more
you were always here, when I hit the floor
But one day you're gone
and I had to get back up

It was so long
there were days of almost giving up
not that I wanted to
but for what it looked, I was scared.

You can make me happy
pretty much anywhere.
I can be alone,
and wait for you

It's been so long
I have nothing to lose.
Because it's you I love
the one I choose.

If you could see
I won't let you lose.

Things are different then they were before
I'm not always the same
I grew up for sure.

I'll respect you no matter what you chose.
I'll help you when you think you're gonna lose.

I just don't want to be used
and I'm not gonna force you to pick a dude.

I just hope the answers come clear
for I already know what I want my dear.

Imagine what we could be

Living in nothing but our dreams
Occasionally giving in to the scenes
Valuing
Everything you are to me.

Young forever
Only in our hearts
Understand that we'll never be apart

Besides, tomorrow's here
And another dream has disappeared
But
Eventually nighttime shall come again.

Remembering the days that go by
Oh man don't they fly
Sooner or later you'll be told
Eventually that you're getting old
Maybe most people don't realize
Anything really about being alive
Reality is that you're my mom
Young at heart and always strong

I wanted love,
but now it'd died.
Being open to ideas
where people would hide.
"Who needs anyone
when you've got yourself?"
Said the foolish man,
only in cry for help.

So silent but, quick in a move
Once you start, you keep on going
Nothing really slows you down.
You only need that first push,
to really heat things up.
Then, you get loud and destructive
Leaving us no choice,
we have to put you out.
That's why your always Shy
When meeting new people
Just waiting for them to turn around.

Life's a big joke
You've gotta learn when to laugh and smile at it,
try not to take things so seriously.
Sometimes, "like a joke"
it's pushed too far and you don't find it funny anymore
although, when's it really too far?
not everyone will be happy
because, someone's always offended.
So try to laugh out loud when things get rough,
bring an impression with those dimples
show'em all that you're tough!
So who's the one here really looking like a fool?
When you're the one enjoying life
by following this simple rule.

Destiny has cheated me
upon what I couldn't see
Looking back at who I love
only praying to the stars above

That the girl I idealize  
is now in the arms of another guy
wishing that I could have changed things
am I really that's all to blame?

How could I have cheated fate?
It was so clear I could suffocate
the fact that I am no longer
the man that you deserve.

Without you dear I have nothing left
so now I take my final breath
to say goodbye to the one I love
to watch you fly while I burn below.

Our imagination can reach past the stars
although there's more than we could ever imagine
with a little thought
you and I together, could change everything.

Four walls of white
Looking so wide
While slowly they're closing in.

Lips shut tight
Not a mumble or a sound
The door just won't open.

The Windows have bars
And the tiles are falling
What ever happened to the light?

I'm in a box with one way in,
No way out,
This is not alright...

It's getting cramped.

Look at these walls
They've just turned black..
left all alone
Yet, with a Feeling of being attacked.

I'm scared.

Please don't come tho,
You may be next.

Paying for a sin
That is I.
And just like that
The walls collide.

Take a deep breath, look up to the stars,
it'll always make me remember who you are.
you look so far away, yet we're so near
but ill be there one day, and ill whisper in your ear
you have nothing to fear, for i am here.
whether in your heart or by your side
I'm with you for life, even through death.
nothing will stop me..
To make sure your safe, i would lose my wings
to watch you fly while the angels sing.
They may say i have fallen, but i'll just look up and smile
for i have already fallen...
fallen for you.

Dreams are a fiction reality
Where sometimes it brings you to a wonderful place
While other times your left in your own hell.
How You wake up and take it is more important.
Are you happy?
Left in a confusion?
Or just get up like nothing happened
because, you know it didn't.
For myself,  Dreams follow me all day
Eventually until they're either forgotten
Or the next night comes and a new dream appears.
I find it funny that a good dream
Can now be left as a nightmare
And a nightmare isn't so scary anymore.
Although tell me this,
When you know it's a dream
Do you wanna wake up
Or just see how it goes?

Courage is always hidden inside
Guarded by all the fears and lies
Forever feeling terrified
Until you finally realize

It's all an allusion
And you'll withstand
That nothing will happen
Just reach for my hand.

Together we can seek for the end
but, lets take it one step until then.

This doesn't fit..
Where in the hell can I find one that fits?
Uhhh...
I know others have them,
some seem pretty obvious
but, I feel a great sorrow for them.
Although, I guess I should just go look in a mirror then, huh.?
I don't want to,
so I wont.
Not until I can find one that fits..

Do you have one?
Do you know where I can get one?
I need to know,
you see, people can just take it off
although, It's not reusable for anyone else,
It wont fit,
It only can for that one person.
Only them as an individual.

I've asked before,
In my own kind of way.
where they've gotten theirs
but, they seemed confused

"friends
people"

"You can't just get one,
why would you even want one?"

-I just do.

"Is it for you?"
"Is it for them?"

-Don't ask.

I leave and go home,
I should look in a mirror..
Maybe that will help determine a size.
I'm afraid to tho..
whenever I look, it's never the same as the pictures
not anymore.
why are the pictures on the wall so different?

-finally face to face

I feel my skin
I look in my eyes
although, every time I see another guy..

-wait...

I think I found one,
what I've been looking for,
and I've been wearing it all along,
masquerade I endure.

I try to take it off,
it's really sticking on tight.
The skin finally rips,
I see myself in sight.

The pictures looked the same again
just a little bit dim,
In fact that's the same face.
Its just always been hidden.

I couldn't believe it though,
That's what I looked like.
I almost forgot..

I've had what I was looking for,
a mask to cover my face.
What I didn't know was,
that the mask was fearsome itself.
Had it almost consumed me entirely,
While I was looking for a new one..
or one in general.

I can see my face again
all grey but, with circles of light around my eyes
a glimmer of hope.
I no longer see that other guy.
the mask can only fit once
so it's all okay.

This is the last thing I can say,

Just don't lose yourself under your own skin,
Always know there's another day.
Never forget there's another way.
To express towards others or yourself,
That you have the strength to admit for help.

Just look in the mirror
tell me what you see,
are you wearing a mask?
or are you free?

Who ever takes your heart
shall be the one that never parts.
Forever on your mind
Your willing to give up your time.

"Patience"
a key,
"virtue"
a need.

Tho it maybe hard for the moment
the future shall come,
and if you give up now
well then you're done.

So leave it to fate
or take it in your own hands,
I just pray to God that you even have a plan.
For love only comes once,

So don't ***** this up!
And for anyone else out there
I'd only like to say,
**Good Luck.

The boy stands in rain
Seemingly waiting for something
Alone with silence

I have noticed all along,
That I was always the the one who was wrong.
Even tho I would try to make it right,
It always seems to lead to another fight.
I just want things to be alright...
But, your answer is to keep me out of sight.
As if you've concluded your own light,
While I still try to give this all my might.
Even tho it may not be bright,
Your worth something to me.
Your worth my life.
So until we talk again,
which I hope we might.
All I can really say is,
Goodnight.

There's a tingle in my chest
Hair going up but,
I'm not cold.
Finding a moment of rest
Deep within my soul

She's like Angel,
Flying within the breeze
And she sees me...

How could I ever lose her?
If I did,
What would I do?
She's a million miles away from me
Yet, it all still feels so new

She beautiful...
And only God knows for who..
But she saves me.

Yeah she saves me...

If I could only see her,
Day after day..
I wouldn't ever care if we ran out of things to say.
All I need is this women
That's all I really need.

She's my baby.
And she saved me.

This world.
A place where we're force to live
Under its seemingly endless amount of tests
Apon with it's vast beauty
And hardships to endevor.

What are we searching for?
That's a question I can not answer..

As humans, our intelligences as of now "looks high."
We have an understanding of what's around us, Yet we know nothing at all of why we're here,
If there is any reason at all..

Some of us try to find out our own answers
Although, it's normally just "what we wanted all along."

Maybe the reason we want someone is because, we know we'll all go..

Living forever
We'd have nothing we'd want.
"Like a person who only has money,
They say it can't buy happiness."
So maybe, that's the same with life.

Our happiness comes from knowing we could lose anything,
And that this is actually everything.

Family
Friends
Your love
And all exsperiences of life.

Why else would we rather sacrifice ourselves for another?
Unless the life you have really does means nothing
But everything to someone.
just a concept of another greater importance
A symbol that is "yourself"
Representing the importance of life
With it's meanless definition,
Which to us, is important.

With eyes wide open
My jaw continues dropping
even behind the scenery
this girl has my heart throbbing

It's become vivid
Your world is mine.
With an unpredictable ending
Of either darkness or light

We can make our own fate
for this I know is true
because if we hadn't
I never would've met you.

For the people who read this
It's not just a game
we've all got emotions
and we've all gone insane.

I feel a rumble
in my tumble
yet I can't seem to eat

I must'v fumbled
when I stumbled
upon calling  last week

tho I really hope you like this
if you hear a **** beat
yet the problem still remains

"I just can't eat."

not a mumble
or crumble
will you ever hear a sound,

That is louder than my stomach
you can hear across town.

Tho I'm humble
I feel bumbled
but you know what'd be a treat

Once life gets sweeter
I'd be able to eat.

Beauty is the perception of the mind.
It's not always what you see on the outside
but, instead it's what you don't see as they pass by.
That's what makes them truly beautiful and rare.

I'm a waste space..
                                                         ­                                     you're just in a rut.
I've got to get out of this place.
                                                          ­                                 you think to much..
I always see her face.
                                                           ­                                    I know, it's rough.
life really *****.
                                                          ­                           would you just shut up?
But, I'm so weak..
                                                          ­                  you're stronger then you look
I can't even sleep
                                                           ­                              why not read a book?
Because, I don't want to
I'm in too much pain,
something you wouldn't get
it's no wonder you're sane.
                                                           ­                                    Is their ever a time
                                                                ­you don't have something to blame?
                                                          ­                                                   honestly,
                                                             I'm tired of playing these head games.
See!
you're done with me,
just like everyone else.
                                                           ­                well that's not the proper way
                                                             ­                     if you're in a cry for help.
then tell me, please
what do I do?
                                                             ­                first off, you can't be so rude.
                                                           ­         second thing, stop crying boo hoo!
just be quiet..
                                                         ­         no, it's something you need to hear.
I don't want you to talk!
                                                           ­                                   I'm being sincere..
                                                       ­                                       I remember a time
                                                            ­                  when you didn't give a ****
                                            and now just because, you're down on your luck
                                                  doesn't give you an excuse to always give up!
...
                                                         ­                                       you're so strong,
                                                         ­                           stronger then you know
                                                            ­                   yet, you're always so ready
                                                           ­                         to jump out the window.
                                                         ­                                   It's not just your life
                                                            ­                                            it's mine too,
                                                            ­         and I've been through everything
                                                                ­                                 the same as you.
...
                                                        ­                               are you even listening?
                                                      ­                  do you care what I have to say?
I'm so sorry,
I just want this to go away...
                                                         ­      I promise you it will, only some day..
                                                   although, until then you've got to be patient.
..
                                                     ­                 You should look towards the sky
                                                 yet, don't scream above asking God "Why!?"
                                                         ­                Instead, just try to live your life
                                                                ­ you've always been so **** bright.
hmm..
well maybe you're right..
I can't just give up
I've gotta fight!
Thank you so much for clearing my sight.
                                                          ­                                         Don't thank me
                                                              ­                         we're gonna be alright.
I know we are,
it's just I get scared.
                                                         ­                                           Well that's why
                                                             ­                  we'll always come prepared
and no matter what happens
I know we'll share
the same kind of ending.                    -                     the same kind of ending.

The feelings that I get while I'm staring at your face
are like a supernova exploding in space.
Not with the pain or destruction it may cause
but, instead with the beauty of looking from a far.

Moral judgments
is it by him or her?
what's the right or wrong
will you follow your own insecurity
or perhaps open your eyes to who you really are.
Maybe no one has to know
maybe no one deserves to know
"You"
there's no need to prove a thing to anyone
no, they need to see the most unpredictable moments
to where you show yourself
without givin any thought,
without trying to impress
but instead,
you're just being you..
That's all you should have to do,
you shouldn't try to impress him
or her
or anyone
no, just yourself.
push yourself pass your own limits
until one day you find someone,
someone who CAN go further then you,
someone who CAN'T realize it yet,
someone who can go further then THEMSELVES
"because of you."
be as you are,
for your days will come
where your abilities of being yourself
will change the world of a whole other person
and you didn't even have to try so hard.
yes there will be rough times
and yes there will be good
although,
you may not even notice it,
not for years to come
but, you make all the difference
when you're just being yourself.

I'm hardly anything left
just a daze in a dream
you went your separate path
I walk alone on these streets
until I fade away
I'll keep shouting your name
hopefully as a reminder
for you to dream of us again.

A storm followed me
day after day,
while the  rain poured
I had nothing to say.

So you came along
and made it go away,
the clouds have lifted
it's now a sunny day

The skies are blue
with not a shade of grey
and it's all thanks to you
for coming my way

I really don't know what else I can say
besides, you're beautiful
So here, I shall stay.

Life is like a sound
You correct it when it's out of  tune.

Light up your ****, while drinking more beer.
Have you even noticed yet? That everyone disappeared.
You could have done so much better throughout all those years.
Instead you decide to stay in, holding all the tears.

Have i mentioned that you're NOT alone?
That maybe you actually have a place too CALL a home?
For our darkest hour, we all have a time of need.
Just for you to listen I'm begging on my knees..

look at what you were, to what you are now.
I hope it makes a difference to just hear me out.
Your a beautiful person, hanging by a rope.
And please don't let go, for i'll give you hope.

So could we get rid of all the **** and the beer?
that's better now.. wait, whats that i hear?
The people.. they've reappeared
it's time to say goodbye to all those fears.

Say hello to the new beginning.