Live for each other
die if you must
Love for a another
or blow away like dust
look towards the center
beneath all the crust
what you'll find inside
is nothing but lust.

It only takes one act of courage to change everything...

There's so much
too much if ask me,
why does it need to be like this?
we're all the same
yet so different
yelling!
screaming!
Just for what we want..
but, there can never be a compromise
instead, it's just always filled with more lies
although, with so many lies
we'll miss the truth,
when it's right in our faces..
We're all so crude
yet, how could you expect so much?
these violent terrors are not just by the actions of people
but, by their violent thoughts instead
that grew inside their heads
from being emotional themselves,
exceeded beyond belief.
a feeling of revenge and anger,
maybe even one day remorse..
but, it's all caused by another action
to create such thoughts.
a chain..
that's all it is.
Where did it begin?
When will it end?
I feel it myself sometimes,
a fear of no fear,
action beyond recognition,
pride over dignity,
and that itself is what this world can be.
A very scary place
with no ears to listen.

The blind man was asked
"How does this picture look?"
The man then replies,
"Beautiful."
The blind man was then asked
"How so?"
He replies,
"Your forced to see whatever it is,
I get to see whatever I want."

It's a tingle that will rise
It's depression that grows
It's a self loathing hatred
And fear of losing control.

It's the tears in your eyes
It's the words you'll regret
And the worst part about it is,
There's never going back..

So silent but, quick in a move
Once you start, you keep on going
Nothing really slows you down.
You only need that first push,
to really heat things up.
Then, you get loud and destructive
Leaving us no choice,
we have to put you out.
That's why your always Shy
When meeting new people
Just waiting for them to turn around.

Smile for today
So they remember you tomorrow

I have noticed all along,
That I was always the the one who was wrong.
Even tho I would try to make it right,
It always seems to lead to another fight.
I just want things to be alright...
But, your answer is to keep me out of sight.
As if you've concluded your own light,
While I still try to give this all my might.
Even tho it may not be bright,
Your worth something to me.
Your worth my life.
So until we talk again,
which I hope we might.
All I can really say is,
Goodnight.

It's so silent in the night
where we can just hold hands
clasped so tight.
Although, could it ever bother
or perhaps even fright,
when tomorrows light will end
would that have been the last time ever again?

For the sake of simplicity
I look not towards the sky.
We make our own decisions
in our everyday lives.

Regret is a lesson
you learn throughout time.
Forgiveness is earned,
not what you buy.

This is problematic
to so many guys
but, it's the men like I
who will take a rise.

To say they're sorry
for all the lies
and start to shrivel
when they see her cry.

These are reasons
to stay alive
and meet the ties
before we die.

Moral judgments
is it by him or her?
what's the right or wrong
will you follow your own insecurity
or perhaps open your eyes to who you really are.
Maybe no one has to know
maybe no one deserves to know
"You"
there's no need to prove a thing to anyone
no, they need to see the most unpredictable moments
to where you show yourself
without givin any thought,
without trying to impress
but instead,
you're just being you..
That's all you should have to do,
you shouldn't try to impress him
or her
or anyone
no, just yourself.
push yourself pass your own limits
until one day you find someone,
someone who CAN go further then you,
someone who CAN'T realize it yet,
someone who can go further then THEMSELVES
"because of you."
be as you are,
for your days will come
where your abilities of being yourself
will change the world of a whole other person
and you didn't even have to try so hard.
yes there will be rough times
and yes there will be good
although,
you may not even notice it,
not for years to come
but, you make all the difference
when you're just being yourself.

With eyes wide open
My jaw continues dropping
even behind the scenery
this girl has my heart throbbing

It's become vivid
Your world is mine.
With an unpredictable ending
Of either darkness or light

I'll watch the tree all night
With the lights that shine a bit dim,
While all my troubles will disappear
Shortly until the new year begins.

Merry Christmas.

We can make our own fate
for this I know is true
because if we hadn't
I never would've met you.

I remember when, back in the days
Skies looking so blue

Within that time we shared this world
as only us two.

Now you try to take control, leaving me with little left to do.
Are you losing your soul or am I just crazy to you?

Ever since I was little, I'd looked towards what we'd become
But, now that we're older, it's really not all that fun.

So I may be crazy but, so are you..
and you'll always be my baby, who broke my heart in two.

So it's time to take control, before you gain it once more.
I'll bring this world back to what it was before.

A place that's safe, where the skies are blue
except you won't be around this time, to ruin the mood.

This doesn't fit..
Where in the hell can I find one that fits?
Uhhh...
I know others have them,
some seem pretty obvious
but, I feel a great sorrow for them.
Although, I guess I should just go look in a mirror then, huh.?
I don't want to,
so I wont.
Not until I can find one that fits..

Do you have one?
Do you know where I can get one?
I need to know,
you see, people can just take it off
although, It's not reusable for anyone else,
It wont fit,
It only can for that one person.
Only them as an individual.

I've asked before,
In my own kind of way.
where they've gotten theirs
but, they seemed confused

"friends
people"

"You can't just get one,
why would you even want one?"

-I just do.

"Is it for you?"
"Is it for them?"

-Don't ask.

I leave and go home,
I should look in a mirror..
Maybe that will help determine a size.
I'm afraid to tho..
whenever I look, it's never the same as the pictures
not anymore.
why are the pictures on the wall so different?

-finally face to face

I feel my skin
I look in my eyes
although, every time I see another guy..

-wait...

I think I found one,
what I've been looking for,
and I've been wearing it all along,
masquerade I endure.

I try to take it off,
it's really sticking on tight.
The skin finally rips,
I see myself in sight.

The pictures looked the same again
just a little bit dim,
In fact that's the same face.
Its just always been hidden.

I couldn't believe it though,
That's what I looked like.
I almost forgot..

I've had what I was looking for,
a mask to cover my face.
What I didn't know was,
that the mask was fearsome itself.
Had it almost consumed me entirely,
While I was looking for a new one..
or one in general.

I can see my face again
all grey but, with circles of light around my eyes
a glimmer of hope.
I no longer see that other guy.
the mask can only fit once
so it's all okay.

This is the last thing I can say,

Just don't lose yourself under your own skin,
Always know there's another day.
Never forget there's another way.
To express towards others or yourself,
That you have the strength to admit for help.

Just look in the mirror
tell me what you see,
are you wearing a mask?
or are you free?

Be a great person,
don't change for others,
even if they changed themselves,
at least you still remained the same.

Dreams are a fiction reality
Where sometimes it brings you to a wonderful place
While other times your left in your own hell.
How You wake up and take it is more important.
Are you happy?
Left in a confusion?
Or just get up like nothing happened
because, you know it didn't.
For myself,  Dreams follow me all day
Eventually until they're either forgotten
Or the next night comes and a new dream appears.
I find it funny that a good dream
Can now be left as a nightmare
And a nightmare isn't so scary anymore.
Although tell me this,
When you know it's a dream
Do you wanna wake up
Or just see how it goes?

Looking in your eyes
while falling to my demise
You'd finally realized
I've taken the hit.
But all i could think was,
So worth it...

I'm a waste space..
                                                         ­                                     you're just in a rut.
I've got to get out of this place.
                                                          ­                                 you think to much..
I always see her face.
                                                           ­                                    I know, it's rough.
life really *****.
                                                          ­                           would you just shut up?
But, I'm so weak..
                                                          ­                  you're stronger then you look
I can't even sleep
                                                           ­                              why not read a book?
Because, I don't want to
I'm in too much pain,
something you wouldn't get
it's no wonder you're sane.
                                                           ­                                    Is their ever a time
                                                                ­you don't have something to blame?
                                                          ­                                                   honestly,
                                                             I'm tired of playing these head games.
See!
you're done with me,
just like everyone else.
                                                           ­                well that's not the proper way
                                                             ­                     if you're in a cry for help.
then tell me, please
what do I do?
                                                             ­                first off, you can't be so rude.
                                                           ­         second thing, stop crying boo hoo!
just be quiet..
                                                         ­         no, it's something you need to hear.
I don't want you to talk!
                                                           ­                                   I'm being sincere..
                                                       ­                                       I remember a time
                                                            ­                  when you didn't give a ****
                                            and now just because, you're down on your luck
                                                  doesn't give you an excuse to always give up!
...
                                                         ­                                       you're so strong,
                                                         ­                           stronger then you know
                                                            ­                   yet, you're always so ready
                                                           ­                         to jump out the window.
                                                         ­                                   It's not just your life
                                                            ­                                            it's mine too,
                                                            ­         and I've been through everything
                                                                ­                                 the same as you.
...
                                                        ­                               are you even listening?
                                                      ­                  do you care what I have to say?
I'm so sorry,
I just want this to go away...
                                                         ­      I promise you it will, only some day..
                                                   although, until then you've got to be patient.
..
                                                     ­                 You should look towards the sky
                                                 yet, don't scream above asking God "Why!?"
                                                         ­                Instead, just try to live your life
                                                                ­ you've always been so **** bright.
hmm..
well maybe you're right..
I can't just give up
I've gotta fight!
Thank you so much for clearing my sight.
                                                          ­                                         Don't thank me
                                                              ­                         we're gonna be alright.
I know we are,
it's just I get scared.
                                                         ­                                           Well that's why
                                                             ­                  we'll always come prepared
and no matter what happens
I know we'll share
the same kind of ending.                    -                     the same kind of ending.

Lost in a maze
don't know where I am
I look to the side
and see a friend.

They helped me through it
but then they're gone,
I had to find out where I belonged.

Brought to the streets
Thus began a fight
these two men who were in my sights.

It wasn't long before I knew,
that these men had better things to do.
Confused for sure, but now I can see,
we walk these streets to find our dreams.

So what if I'm not alone?
These men also need a home.
I break free from my own chains
to wake up and feel there pain.

A dream of feeling stuck and alone.
The emotions only continued to grow.
I had fear of self control,
to be cast out in the endless snow.

So happy to have woken up
But the real world doesn't feel quite enough
if only we could truly see,
that all people have a time of need.

Who ever takes your heart
shall be the one that never parts.
Forever on your mind
Your willing to give up your time.

"Patience"
a key,
"virtue"
a need.

Tho it maybe hard for the moment
the future shall come,
and if you give up now
well then you're done.

So leave it to fate
or take it in your own hands,
I just pray to God that you even have a plan.
For love only comes once,

So don't ***** this up!
And for anyone else out there
I'd only like to say,
**Good Luck.

A sight you see
But is it real?
Looking for truth
Unraveled and revealed
Am I here?
Or am I not?
Reality traps me
In this box.
I hope to look for
What I have forgot.
The freedom that is me
But maybe not.
All lies in my train of thought.

It's hard to look towards the light
When all you wanna do is finally close your eyes.

love is tough
but worth the price
I haven't back down  from this fight

Trust is hard
it leads to fright
but there are things
we'd make right

if you know it
to be true
Then give to me
what I give to you.

A kiss to the check
and hope of blush too.
This isn't for them
It's all for **you

A body floating in water
drifting out to sea
you came my way
unexpectedly

I could feel the ripples
climbing against my skin
I'm also not sure
where this all really began.

Not sure if I was drowning,
not so sure where I belonged
but when I hit my head
that's when you came along.

I could only look forward
and it was so hard to see
but, when I looked above
there was an angel smiling at me.

I tried to reach for her,
I tried to speak
But, my breath was taken
or so it seemed.

I could feel a pounding in my chest
not just once, but more
then she put her lips to mine,
I was confused for sure.

I coughed up water
then I looked in her eyes
I couldn't believe it
"you just saved my life!"

An angel was there that day
but not one with wings,
instead it was my angel
and now we share two rings.

Four walls of white
Looking so wide
While slowly they're closing in.

Lips shut tight
Not a mumble or a sound
The door just won't open.

The Windows have bars
And the tiles are falling
What ever happened to the light?

I'm in a box with one way in,
No way out,
This is not alright...

It's getting cramped.

Look at these walls
They've just turned black..
left all alone
Yet, with a Feeling of being attacked.

I'm scared.

Please don't come tho,
You may be next.

Paying for a sin
That is I.
And just like that
The walls collide.

I'm tired of the head games
Do you still really wanna play?
Your not the only one with emotions
And that's all I'm gonna say...

So much happening
you look to the sky,
the wind blows
you float up high.
No control
you think you'll die,
for only a second
but then you realize,
not a moment passes
that struck you with fear.
opening up your mind,
to new ideas,
And when the moments right
you'll begin to fall
with one tumbling motion
and no remorse at all.
The ground will shake ,
and the wind shall  blow,
but all that matters,
is at least you know
*That sometimes you'll hit an all time low,
But it only leads you to where you need to go.

I see it as clear as glass
seeing myself crack at last.
Making me think, what if I died?
With not one **** tear in anyone's eyes.
Tho it wouldn't really be much of a surprise
because, in reality, who am I?
*Nobody...

Imagine what we could be

Living in nothing but our dreams
Occasionally giving in to the scenes
Valuing
Everything you are to me.

Young forever
Only in our hearts
Understand that we'll never be apart

Besides, tomorrow's here
And another dream has disappeared
But
Eventually nighttime shall come again.

Remember that any mistake you make may becomes someone else’s blessing in the end.

We'd say we'd never wanna grow up
Life's short and complicated
So what.

I don't ever wanna hear you say,
We were just dreamers
Dreaming for better days.

Because, today is yesterday
And tomorrow's already gone

We may look like fools
Yet fool's who had some fun

Tho one day we'll have to grow up
And we'll teach our young
"Don't do what we did
We were all pretty dumb"

Repeat.