Caitlin

Caitlin Jun 2014

Change

I used to have to light up
to help our memories go up in smoke.
Inhale and exhale until I could calm down and see straight.
Even if that meant I went through half a pack.

Now, in my worst moments- he calls.
Unknowing of the savior he has become.
It has become second nature-
to accept the end-
without a cigarette
mostly because it is hard to smoke when I'm too busy laughing.

#love #pain #loss #lost #change #over #acceptance

Caitlin Jun 2014

Untitled

I've missed this.
The dare I say giggling.
The blushing
Flirting.
The smiles and butterflies.
I thought this had gone away for good.

Yet all it took to bring this back,
was a blonde haired boy in combat boots.

I need a title...hmmm

#love #cute #college #yes #flirting #teenage

Jun 2014

Leonard Steven Declan

Smile

I'm more
strung out on pictures,
Than she's ever been,
And she's the one
shooting up,
******,

So I'm not surprised,
I can't let you in.

Yeah, I think this is fine.
I don't want to,
Call you mine.

Still In my eyes,
You can do no wrong.
And for every smile,
I could write a song.

Then when you fell asleep,
Right in my arms,
It was like the world,
Could do us no harm.

Yes,

It was all a dream,
For a little while,
I just hope you know,
That It made me,

Smile

E

#emotion

Caitlin Jun 2014

5W Story

I let you break me

#word #broken #scared #story #**** #5 #whoops