In this moment I pray:
For peace
For strength
For life to slow down
to speed up
To give me all the things I want
To take away all the things that break me
To end my rollercoaster emotions
up and down
side-to-side
happy and sad

In this moment I beg:
To be successful
to feel proud of the strides I've made
to not feel like a failure
that I will be nobody forever
that I will be stuck in the same place
for the rest of my life
For the day I will see the light
and I will trust my feet to take me where I need to be
to appreciate all that I have
and to stop comparing myself to others

And in this moment I hope:**
That I will continue to fight for my life
That I will get better one day
That I'll no longer be sick and scared
That I will find what I'm meant to do
That God actually does have a plan for me
and I just need to be patient and have faith
That healing will take place
And that there will be a day
That I will no longer feel this pain
That it will be replaced with joy.

mind gave evidence
for loving her
verified
under the construction of illusion

boss looked intelligent
a great respect
verified
under the construction of salary

Parent looked caring
a great *******
verified
under the construction of biological

friends are entertaining
a great attachment
verified
under the construction of loneliness

Enemies are threatening
a disturbance
verified
under the construction of fear

neighbor look beautiful
mesmerizing to make love
verified
under the construction of animal mind

father love daughter
more than anything in the world
verified
under the construction of true love...

Wednesday is Wack
I'll have you know my dress is the mac

You are my everything
My life,  my light
I don't want to live
Without you

You are my sunshine
My air, my rain
I cannot face the day
When I don't see you

You are my angel
My best friend,  my other half
I cannot smile in this world
Without your love

You are my only one
My favorite,  my adored one
I can only sing the song of my heart
With you,  my one true love