i was broken
before you came
a very big mess
that cannot be tamed
but you came along
and made me sane
i thought this was real
my savior in front of me
but then a bright light flashed
like a lightning in the sky
awakening me in my deep slumber
with tears on my eyes
and left me asking, "who are you and why?"

Love is complicated. Love can make you feel giddy and woozy until you feel like your heart is gonna explode from happiness, and yet love can make you feel so weak and lonely that you want to stop the world from revolving. Love can destroy you so bad that you would change, but love can also make you forget about all of your problems and make you feel like you're in Cloud 9. Love can either make us feel empty and fragile or make us feel complete that all of the pieces fit in our lives just like a puzzle. But love and true love are different things. True love wouldn't come at times when you want it to come, but it'll be there when you least expect it.  The right person wouldn't come at a wrong time or place, because the right person is timeless.

i love you so much
i want to be wanted
make me feel so loved

i want to be yours
the one you really treasure
this i hope someday

you and me
once became we.
my lips against your skin,
your hands tangled in my hair
not until you went out without goodbyes
and i was left remembering your lies.

Letting you go is not the hardest part,
Still loving you is.