Nothing you can say can hurt me.
Nothing you do can push me down.
Everything they say is not true.
Everything they do is wrong.
But is also right.

A beautiful sun set, rainy days, stormy nights, fast food, sunlight.

The moon in the sky, an ant hill, a boring walk a Hulu hoop.

A sad smile, a tummy ache, a tall tree, a dog in pain.

A tough croud, a poor man, a lonely child, the president.

A loaf of bread, sour milk, the trash can, a funny show.

A wet floor, a window sill, a happy thought, a hurricane.

Shaggy carpet, green paint, an old car, a loving cat or someone fat.

I cherish our life together.

You don't love someone if you can leave them for days without warning.
You don't love someone if your happiness means more to you than theirs.
You don't love someone if you can lie straight to their face and not feel the slightest bit guilty.
You don't love someone if seeing them cry doesn't shred your heart to pieces.
You don't love someone if you get angry at them for being upset and they don't open up to you right away.
You don't love someone if you make them feel guilty for things that are out of their control.
You don't love someone if falling asleep to their voice isn't the most comforting thing to you.
You don't love someone if their laugh isn't your favorite sound.
You don't love someone if when you look into their eyes, you see a reflection of yourself.
You don't love someone if when you kiss them, your mind doesn't go completely fuzzy and you can still remember your name.
You don't love someone if being in their arms doesn't feel like home
You don't love someone if you allow your friends to talk badly about them and you agree.
You don't love someone if just hearing their name doesn't make you smile.
You don't love someone if making them happy isn't one of your top priorities.
You don't love someone if you can admit that they love you more.


    

                                    B.S.

My heart breaks for him.
My love fades but is still here.
He hurt me but I still trust him.
Why do I still trust him?
He is my hope.
He is my joy.
Yet he is the worst thing to happen to me.
He hurts my heart with his words.
He never loved me.
He never even cared.
He refused to get close to me.
To open up.
I opened up.
Told him my secrets.
Trusted him.
Then he goes and tells everyone.

My pain comes from within.
My pain goes deeper into my soul.
My love dies right here.
It penetrates you then kills you.

I've hurt so many people but I can't hurt you.
I just want to be strong.
I just want to know who I am.
Why don't I know?

Why can't I be normal?
Why can't everything be easy?
Why can't I be in control?
My mind is broken.

My life is upside down.
My love is hard to find.
My faith is nonexistent.
Everything is ruined.

Every night I dream of death.
Every night is worse than the last.
Every dream is on fire.
All night long I cry.

All night I stay awake.
All day I think about that nightmare.
All but three think I'm crazy.
My three best friends.

Love.
Why does it have to be so hard.
Love hurts.
My heart is in pieces.
My trust is gone.
Broken.
Nobody has tried to help.
**** love.
I love myself thats all that should matter.
I trust myself.
I will not hurt myself.
I help myself up when I am down.
I am in control.