LUNA - Hello Poetry

LUNA May 2018

what is better than watching videos of your childhood to realize how much you have been growing? when i was 4, living on my old house on the countryside, dad introduced me to animals, plants, geography and all the secrets of the space. when i was 5, i remember jumping on his feet so i would move together with him. i would cut my hair by myself and drive my mom crazy. i wanted to be everything; i would go to the space and explore the galaxy, i would go on expeditions to find new plants and photograph animals, i just felt nothing would ever stop me. and i am still glad, for the best dad in the world, inspiring me and giving me humanity. now he is so afraid, i am not his little child anymore and the world, that once was all mine and ready for my dreams, seems dark and seeking to hurt every piece of my body, soul and mind.

LUNA Apr 2018

im staying

you snob you
i hate u
i wanna go back to the day we met and say NO

i dont want see you coming from that dark street
with those lighty eyes i would later die for

i dont want you gently asking if i had feelings for you
and i saying yes...

i dont want you saying "i think im in love with you" and i saying "im completely in love with you"

i wanna go back to the day the first flame set inside my heart and i wanna scream NO
GET OUT

i dont want still thinking and wishing your lips on mine
knowing it is not gonna happen again
because evey night i go to bed i imagine us doing what we did
and what we didnt

on that small room i took my skirt off
on my thoughts im taking even more
im completely naked
STOPPP
im not gonna keep daydreaming

i hate you cause i love every single piece of you
and even after all
i would be here forever with my open mouth just waiting for you

forget about me trying to forget you
cause im gonna die if i try to
you are an important
huge
and necessary part of me

and i like you
your presence
your look
your touch
your breath
your sleepy face
and your dizzy eyes when you are drunk

so, im not going away
and please, stay.
ALL MY HEART

#eyes #love #drunk #*** #amor #relationship

LUNA Apr 2018

lack

When you are around
my happiness goes like a spaceship going to heaven on light speed

Without you
I feel like crap
dying
miserable

I used to be as the sun
always shinning
Now I'm the moon
hidding my feelings and waiting for you

#moon #love #lack #you #relationship #sun

LUNA Apr 2018

there is a gap in the ocean

I fell for you looking into your eyes. I was not wrong. Falling for you was not a mistake. It is painful, but not wrong. Wrong was to expect that looking into mine you would fall too.

#love #eyes #blue #ocean #heartbreak

LUNA Apr 2018

YOU: just you.

You.
The one who wrote me a poem
The one that makes me shake
The one for me
The one my sunflowers are for
The one I put my headphones as loud as I can dyring love songs
The one with the most beautiful eyes
Your eyes...
I could stare at your eyes for my whole life and never get bored
I would count the different tons of blue and one life wouldn't be enough
Unfortunatelly, life has an end
We are gonna die just like everyone else we love and the most beautiful flowers
But, it is time to live extraordinarily
We have to enjoy our time on Earth, enjoy our youth
Drink cheap wine, go out, download old french movies
Spend the night doing whatever but not sleeping
Listenin to music, dancing, dancing a lot! alone in the room or in a club with a bunch of people we will never know
Most people decide not to live miserably
But I chose to live extraodinarily and that means living with you

#love #letter #i #you #daydreaming #moviesfriday #night

LUNA Apr 2018

how i'm gonna die and it is ok

Once a poet said that dying for love was the right way to die;
After having my heart broken apart
I assume that he was right
I'm gonna die of cancer
for all the cigarettes I smoked with you
Or
for the radiation for keeping my cellphone so tight to my body waiting you to call

#loveheartbrokecancer

LUNA Mar 2018

my stupid crush

i dont know if it is because your
too white skin
too skinny neck
too long hair or
too deep soul

but

i feel you too much
i need you too much
i want you too much

i dream too much about us
i dream too much about all my feelings,
the feelings you may have...
and i dont even know

everything is too much for me
i am afraid, that after all, i’m still here having nothing
not even your kisses
how can i survive without your lips on mine?
tell me how
because i am dying inside
i die everyday waiting your text asking me to go out and have some coffee

i miss the fact that i dont even know how is your funny face of getting to much soda while you laugh or when you listen to your favorite song
or your favorite movie

i know your address
i know where my love is
but i cant go
do you see how it's ******* hard?
i am just trying to fix what you have already ****** up

i’m still here, you have my number
you know the color of my eyes
please
think about it
dont you want me staring at you in the morning?
just think about me
and look up here
i wont be here forever
but i promise that i will try harder and stay here for a while
i love you

#love #daydreaming #hearbroke #moring #coffee #relationship #expectations

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