Isabella Soledad

Isabella Soledad Feb 2018

Your wild ride had sent my flying
Your wild ride had made me soar
When your hands felt their way around me
I realized that I want nothing more.
Your lips traced rivers on my skin
They lead your path through thick and thin
From one sweet kiss on to another
I had crowned you as my lover.

#love #you #him #sweet #kiss #ride #hands

Isabella Soledad Feb 2018

I loved you yesterday

I loved you yesterday. Before I saw you. It has been more than a month without you, which hurt more than I expected. The weeks went by, painful and lonely. They felt like decades without your presence, until yesterday. Once I saw you, that time melted away. The suffering, the loneliness, it all just vanished. Once I looked into your eyes it felt as though I had seen you just yesterday. your familiarity, your touch, they all seemed so recent, so comforting. Weirdly enough it wasn’t the home cooked meals, or the family gatherings that made me feel at home again. It was you, when I had gone to visit. I loved you yesterday, but I love you more today. And I know next time I see you, the same will happen.

#love #distance #long #strong

Isabella Soledad Feb 2018

The short truth

My eyes are heavy
My heart is tired
My arms are empty
You are desired

#love #you #miss #distance

Isabella Soledad Feb 2018

Loss of Sleep

Sleepless nights
Endless gazing
My head hurts from staring at the ceiling.

Lonely bed
Empty sheets
What can I do to end this terrible feeling?

It’s just me here
You’re back at home
And I am wondering why I’m all alone

My eyes hurt
My heart aches
And still I can only reach you by phone.

I love you
You love me
That’s why I am here writing this poem

I miss you dear
You miss me too
You’re the one reason I want to come home

It hurts sometimes
It stops my rest
my eyes are bloodshot from lack of sleeping

My body is curled
My feet are cold
There's nothing that will stop me from weeping

couldn't sleep so I wrote this.

#lonely #you #love #distance #sleepless #red #miss

Isabella Soledad Feb 2018

Untitled

Something I have learned is that heartache isn't just an emotional feeling. There is stress placed on your heart, causing increasing heart rate, and shortness of breath. It is also said that emotional pain and physical pain are linked in the same part of your brain, which simulates the sensation of being hurt, constantly. So when I wake up in the morning, and reach my hand to feel for you, it is like I am tripping, and falling. Every day. It's never easy, having a constant dull pain. But the thing is, you're my only bandage.

#love #you #distance #miss #pain #relationship

Isabella Soledad Feb 2018

Mixed

I hate feeling love
But I love loving you
The distance hurts so much
But it helps us both pull through
Through being apart we grow
Even though it pains us
And being so distant and far away
Will only just train us
For when we will be together, side by side
When fate will accept us into her stride

#love #you #distance #long #him #true #mixed #feelings

Isabella Soledad Feb 2018

Monologue of a late night lover

I remember that warm summer night
Before we were what we are now.
It was just you and I, laying on two separate hammocks.
We were talking, and looking up at the stars. You were sweet, and so gentle.
I wanted so desperately to leave my hammock and join you on yours.
Just so I could relax with you and lay my head to rest.
This was an instinct that was so strong, yet I kept it to myself.
It’s so sweet looking back at those memories and thinking about where we are now. I didn’t think I would fall in love with you as much as I have.
And now here I lay, alone and dreaming of the night I could have laid in the hammock with you. Because right now, it is all I desire.
Being so far away is something I’ll never get used to.
Long distance love is so difficult, so tiresome.
But because we feel so strongly, I wouldn’t trade it for anything else.
And here I lay, alone at night. Thinking about those sweet sweet memories. Thinking about you.

#long #distance #love #him #you #i