You're okay
You are safe
123 breathe
Don't let it overtake you
Get under the covers
123 breathe
Calm your body
Stop the shaking
123 breathe
Don't let it hurt you
Don't be afraid
123 breathe
Relax your muscles
It's not the same
123 breathe
You're not there now
You're here
123 breathe
A different place
A different time
123 breathe

I want there to be a day
When I can bring you up, when you're down.
Calm you, when you're frustrated
Kiss you, when you're smiling.
I want there to be a day
Where I can fall asleep in your arms
Wipe the bad dreams from your head
Forget being alone, and have you instead
I want there to be a day

My eyes are as wide as I am awake
Sleep being one thing my body won't take

To drift into darkness, where you aren't here
Wishing the loneliness would just disappear

I'm a *******
Please hurt me
But don't break my heart

The hardest goodbyes are looking into your eyes
and telling you that I have to go

When I'm this far away its so hard to say
what I truly need you to know

I love you so much and it hurts me to leave
because I'm the happiest when I am with you

But because I'm so far, on my heart, there's a scar
That was caused from abandoning you

This isn't farewell but If you can't tell
It hurts me to leave you alone

When I'm lost and away and I want you to stay
I can only reach you by phone

I hate to see you suffer, I hate to see you sad
I want you to feel everything but bad

I am your love, and I swear you are mine
So lets try to take it one step at a time.

I know that this hurts. every week, every day
But with feelings strong like ours, we will find our way

You've helped me find things, new passions, new love
and have lifted me closer, to the stars up above

So when you feel weak, or feel you can't fight
Please go outside and look up in the night

At the stars in which you've brought me closer to
Because I will be also looking at them with you.

Why Do I feel like a cloud?
Sometimes I feel like I am there.
Full, Soft, and Beautiful.
Sometimes I feel like I am fading
Slowly blending into the sky
as if I were nothing to begin with,
traces of me forgotten.

It all crashes down at once
Like a million bricks
Falling individually
One after the other
After the other
After the other
Crashing down
Breaking a different bone each time
Hurting in different ways
Making you feel helpless
Hopeless
Useless
Breaking each bone that you need
If you want to succeed.