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  Jan 2019 imperfectstranger
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The truth is, I want to talk to you
The truth is, I look forward to your text
The truth is, when you do it consumes me

I go crazy
Thoughts of you fill my mind

The truth is, I miss talking to you
The truth is, I want to see you again

I hide this
Deny this
Avoid confronting this

The truth is, when you text me
…..it ruins my night

Do you know?
Do you feel the same?

Will I ever know?
Will it ever matter?

The truth is, I need to think you text me when you’re bored
The truth is, I need to think you have no feelings towards me
The truth is, I need to think you couldn’t care less

The truth is, I really hope none of these are true…

The truth is, I want you to text me
The truth is, I want to see you
The truth is, I miss you

The truth is, when you text me,
…..it ruins my night.
19 Nov 2016
Where is the manual on life?
Is there one I wasn't informed of?
That says you have to be a certain way?

That you have to be
Perfect?
Normal?
The same?

Because I didn't get one
I've been told
What to do
For most of my life
But now
When I want
Someone to
When I need
Someone to

No one is there
Everything is blurry
Not because of my lack of glasses
But because of my surplus of tears
Many people
Think
I’m going somewhere
But
Trust me
I’m going
Absolutely
Nowhere
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