I used to make my parents proud,
I used to be the glue that keep my friends together,
now I don't even know
who I am.

(m.v.a)

My friend had a knife
She didn't use it right
Knives are for cutting food
She used it for her mood
Knives are to open Mail
She used it to wail
Knives aren't  meant
On the skin
The beautiful skin on each of us
My friend HAD a knife
She didn't use it right

Hot and cold
Fire and ice
Heaven and hell
Self-destruction and happiness
Totally conflicted
Between life and death

This will make you feel great,
while you're suffering.
The pills will help you,
while everything is dark.

Doctors say this is
the only option I have.
My head is already ****** up,
I don't even know how I am alive.

But I kinda prefer this,
It's way better,
Than see you
Suffering.

(m.v.a)

Deafening
        
                 Cracks of

s i l e n c e
     Shoot across my brain
all     at     once
I register
                    The pain
Of a world without the sound of your


**name