isn't it ironic that happiness is
something humans need?
We spend our life
looking for it.

The definition of happiness
is different for each of us.
For some people being happy
means love themselves.

For other people being happy
means being rich.
And for other people death
is their only happiness.

(m.v.a)

I don't know you well
I only know that you have a pretty face
But,
you got me with just one thing.
your laugh is one of the sweetest things ever,
your smile is like a sunshine
and you probably don't know what I am talking about
you probably wouldn't believe me
but I am just saying the truth,
you and your laugh are driving me crazy.

(m.v.a)

I know this is crazy
Or maybe it's not.
But I've never seen anyone
As beautiful as you.

(m.v.a)

I have changed
My mind is full of stuff
I keep freaking out
And I don't know why
I've become a nightmare.

(m.v.a)

The unloved ones
Are trying to complain
About their life
And how sad they are..
They're trying to recover
But it's difficult
They're trying to get better
But it's impossible

(m.v.a)

Why are you here?
I can't believe you're lying on my back
I trusted you
And you messed up everything

And now you can see
Why I don't trust in people
Because you can't trust in anyone
Not even your shadow.

(m.v.a)

She said that everything is okay
But in reality
She is heartbroken
She doesn't want to feel anymore
But why would you mind?
Everything is your fault
But you seem to not care at all.

(m.v.a)

This will make you feel great,
while you're suffering.
The pills will help you,
while everything is dark.

Doctors say this is
the only option I have.
My head is already ****** up,
I don't even know how I am alive.

But I kinda prefer this,
It's way better,
Than see you
Suffering.

(m.v.a)

She is too young
For a broken smile,
She is too young
For a miserable life,
She is too young
For scars on her arms,
She is too young
For wanting to be dead.

I can't remember much
But I can remember the good
Old times.
We start forgetting stuff
When we are getting old.
Because our mind,
Is waiting for
Better memories.

(m.v.a)

I used to make my parents proud,
I used to be the glue that keep my friends together,
now I don't even know
who I am.

(m.v.a)

I found you when I was miserable,
or maybe just alone and bored.
The way I found you was unexpectable,
or maybe just unbelievable.

I know I may not have the chance,
to meet you and tell you
that I love you.

I know we live a lot of miles away,
but that doesn't make me stop loving you.

But I believe in dreams,
and I know I would make my dream true.
I know I would hug you,
and that would be the best day of my life.

(m.v.a)

Hurts to say that you're gone
That you left me breathing alone
With a little of hope
But now I know
That you're better gone.

(m.v.a)

I can't forget
The way you cheated me
The way you made me
And how bad it was
I know I am not a masterpiece
But I am a human,
I have feelings.
I thought you were different
And I was wrong
Two day later you were happy
With somebody else
And I was crying
Just because
I loved you.

(m.v.a)

I remember when I was just a kid,
playing video games and dancing rock n' roll.
I remember all the happiness I had,
doing the stuff I used to like.

But one day everything became dark,
****** thoughts and sadness all night.
My mom asked me why I was sad,
I didn't know what to reply.

I have the urge to see blood,
running through my arms.
The pain I feel is inexplicable,
I don't even think you would understand.

But that's just me being alive,
I guess I am just alive outside.
I am dealing with this pain all night,
because I am just dead inside.

(m.v.a)

At night,
When people is sleeping
I am crying,
Trying to end the pain
But it just feels impossible,
It would never get better
And everyone seems happy,
I try to hide the sadness
But you don't know
How difficult it is
To stay strong.

(m.v.a)

It has been raining all day
The sky has been grey
And finally,
the night came.

Sad and alone in my bed,
Looking at the darkness
Trying to fall asleep
But unfortunately failing.

Insomnia has taken me
And I can't fight with it
Because it is just
A creation of my mind.

(m.v.a)

Homework and tests are not okay
Loads of stress and anxiety everyday
Life is not easy anymore
so then how am I supposed to stay.

(m.v.a)