The stars shine bright like glowing little diamonds in the sky. A drastic difference from the never-ending dark black eternity. The white color of stars twinkling is so beautiful and calming. The moon only a small sliver not reflecting much light but has a beautiful alluring off-white glow. As the ship gently rides the calm waves just going along with the dark water. Rocking the boat gently like a cradle. The water has a crystal clear reflection of the sky. It feels like the boat is sailing in liquid space. It is a truly magical experience. Little does anyone know there is another ship in the distance that gets a very similar journey. They never see each other as they drift their separate ways. Along the sea of space.

Those who make me smile
Wish they could stay for awhile
Through the storm of life
But the smiles fade
The truth is revealed
Standing alone
Left to pick up the pieces
Abandoned to fight for myself
A cycle
Repeating
More lies, more desertion
Unaccompanied during the real battle

Sitting, writing
Picturing a fantasized version of reality
Thinking if how it could be
Only if..
things were different

I just want it to end
the sorrow and pain I endure
the inner chaos of my own mind
the battle of right and wrong
the deepest memories of the saddest times
a constant replay of the trauma & agony
there is no escape, I have gone too deep
I am alone
No one could comprehend what has happened
nowhere to turn, I am stuck
Self remorse & regrets
pure negativity is all that has survived
The battle of my mind

Music is what I live for
It lightens the world with its sound
It brings hope to those enduring the worst
It unifies the soul & mind
It brings peace & hell to those who listen
Music is when the soul speaks
Music is revenge, sadness, strengh, & power
Music is what can calm a mind in distress
It is the true voice of the artist
A melodic tune of the deepest inner thoughts
Music causes true change and satisfaction
A warning of what is soon to come
A rendition of memories of significance
Bringer of happiness & remorse
An inspiration
A pick me up
Able to make someone move
Celebration of life

Forever in a deep dark unforgiving storm
Until there was a break in the clouds
An area of sunlight
Relief from all troubles
Finally some brightness
Until the clouds start coming together
No longer a trusted safe space
Get out an umbrella
And get ready for the storm
Back where it was in the begining