My whole life is about ( dy\dx) now .
that reached me out to think what if we were one function and  you was my own derivative , a part of me that can't handle for a second derivative . and all these chapters are discussing the problems between us .
the question is : are we both good at calculus enough to figure this out yet or am I to late to ask this question ?

They told me I'm from a different side of the world . That I deserve better and you would drag me to the mud.they also assume you're the huge mistake of my life and choosing you is deeply wrong.they said you're a phantom has ben created by my wakefulness struggle that'll always be chasing always watching you disappear and pulling me to shed a tear . But I know better! , I know about you're sharp curves and edges and I've lived with your imperfections . And darling believe me I will fit into any spaces you let me . If loving you means to get burn ,babe bring on all the fire . You came from a different place i came from the other side and we are always really busy. But your so perfect in my dreams, you spin my head so fast that i will always wake up dizzy .

Sleepless nights created a memory of  our favorite song.A song that been playing on my head for unlimited ages.Darling this song has the smell of your charming laugh your sympathetic voice and presence of your soul.Our favorite song told me it was wrong to love you it's obviously wrong to let you this deep inside me .But darling it turned out my heart won't let me be right. To be very honest with myself i loved your simple poor comments for my weak efforts to sing our magical song , i expected others to love my awful vocals too for a second I realized the spell  is only on you and i .

People believe me it's not overrated, not overbearing .
When i see the sun goes out of this pure smile , my heart stops for more than a while , Sorry for my weak endeavor to describe the beauty of your smile it's so rare and not even close to compare that was so unfair especially when you're breathing fresh air.
That is not exactly what i feel
Not close enough and real .

You're just like hell !
Hell makes sense in every sentence ,
And you make my life makes sense

Nothing to write about
Nothing so inspiring
Nothing to care about
Not so exciting

You've been in my brain
You were my thoughts again
You putted me in that burning flame
And no one here to blame ..