Hi.
Bleeding Diamonds here.
It's been a while.
Since I've written something happy,
so
here goes.
I want you to know,
that there is a place for you,
not among the monsters and horrors,
but among the wise, and sufficient.
I want you to know that this world
was made for
YOU.
It is yours, so do with it as you please.
You do not need a god to hold you down,
nor do you need an excuse to have fun,
because this world
is
yours.
And my world,
is mine,
our world is
ours
I wish you could see my face,
this goofy smile I have.
But i don't care what i look like,
because it isn't what is on the outside that counts.
Same for you.
Beauty is not always on the outside,
but it lies also in your brain, heart, and soul.
If anyone tries to take away your light,
shine more.
Don't let them win,
because
this is YOUR world

I am a male.
I am straight,
like many males.
But,
I have desires.
I want to be lusted for..
I want to be wanted.
I want to be loved.
I want to feel like someone would die for me at the drop of a hat.
I ask myself.
Is that okay to feel?
Is it okay for me to want people to love me?
Is that selfish?
Because it seems like i do all of these for others,
but they don't for me.
What is it?
What did I do?
Why am I not worth your admiration?
Do I deserve this?
Do I deserve the constant shunning?
Isn't that why I write?
Isn't that why I shall be in silence?
Is it bad to want someone to have a crush on me?
To want to know me.
Or does it show all that i have lived without...