she
a human
with human thoughts
knows happiness isn’t a forever feeling
wondering
investigating the hurt
and with it
change; her future

I sought a small space called quiet
and silence found me
wrapped me up with comfort
held me gently with the strength of a mountain
healed me all the way through
loved me as a child
rejoiced and danced
and carried me into eternity

too ashamed to be straight up
we disguise
to cover the guilt
we say "Red" to show how our inner emotions effect our outward ones
Red
our friends & families won't get it
code word "Red"
pushing through the anxiety of which we call "White"
because if you're not careful, it may cause "Red"

you were supposed to be here
death gasped you faster than I ever could
I regret the moment thinking it would be longer
It's not fair for someone's future to be taken away so quickly
You deserved the sun and the moon
But instead you were given to the stars
I miss you Gracie Mae...

That girl sitting there
Such a beautiful tragedy
Her body her grave
Her mind a travesty

To finish your own life by hand,
May seem like the right thing to do.
But to free yourself from this land,
Is to imprison those that love you.