Last bench , a bunch of friends And pranks Classes went on Days went on Years are gone! No complain I can! To have life is Easy But to live it Dizzy I got one thing abt Life No matter what It has it's flow And it goes on Whether u can See this beautiful world With hatred Or with love Only way is this No excuses And causes none!!
I counted stars all night Sitting on the roof Found One is missing Moon is in the clouds Not coming out Because u r lost In dark Come out under the Open sky Let the night Complete Full moon As it needs !
I cheated again For a change It was for me Didn't know It will come with Hard feelings For other Neither expected Said she Falling tears From both of their Eyes I wz numb Didn't feel Nothing just Heartbeat banging me Inside Hanging tears from Her eyes Rainy day It was Everyone running Around I can't move Lots of weight On me I hold tightly To that pain Didn't set it free !
They said I could be whatever I wanted to be. So I decided to be a poetess. I decided to be wild and free. I broke out of my skin. Dressed my self up with my papers and pen. Broke my walls and burnt my bridges , stepped on my past and took out my stitches. I became a soul drenched in chaos and raw emotions. I became madly in love with a man who became my religion and god. With a man who became everything I've believed in. I became madly in love with a man who washed me from sin and made me holy again the minute he touched my back and chest. The minute he kissed my lips and aching hips ~
Windows bolted, locked-up doors. Stuck in when had seemed, like paradise before. I place I used to be safe, hidden away from all harm. A place away from all sadness, A place I could wander, unarmed. A place of piece and quiet. A place of calm and joy. My own little world, my own little toy. But now I'm suffocating, it's walls are closing in. And I'm face to face, with the beast that lays within. To be free I must defeat it, for the beast's the one that holds the key. But I fear I never will, because the beast? Well, It's me.
If the present is a gift Then I'll just keep it, Past reveals secrets, The future doesn't cease it, Exist in an infinite abyss, Tomorrow is myth amidst a mist, A barrage of nothingness, A mirage A persuasive oasis, A collage of plans that never pan out, Tunnel vision the peripherals stand out, Ousted It's a miracle hands down, How we prepare for the next day Its always right now, Like now or never, In retrospect now is never, Understand that forever never arrives, So make best of the moment, The real money is time, So spend to own it!!