People tell me I am strong
But maybe I just put on a good mask
Well I try to be strong
But in the end, I am truly broken

Yes broken thats what I am
Not strong not brave
I just learned how to keep up
Because I am so done being broken

But why do I still end up
Shattered in bits and pieces
Am I stupid
For feeling the way I feel?

I just want everything to stop
So that I cannot be broken anymore
I just want feel complete again
Like the way I was before

I am not the curves of my body.
I am not the clothes that I put on to hide those curves.
I am not the person you think I am when those clothes do not do an adequate enough job for your liking.
I am not what you think about me.
I am not what you say about me.

I am not this outer shell that you see.
I am not my sexuality.
I am not any of those things you use to label me.

I am smart, sometimes capable.
I am thoughtful, sometimes brilliant.
I am sarcastic, sometimes caustic.
I am phenomenally woman.
But what I am is not any of those things.

I am not my thoughts.
I am not my jokes.
I am not my words or even my actions.
I am not any of the things I use to label myself.

What I am runs so much deeper.
If you get to know me,
Draw me out of my core,
You might be able to see it.
You'll know when you've caught a glimpse.
The indestructible, indescribable..
The exquisite, the beautiful...
The part of me that has always been and will always be.
The part of me that lends everything to itself.

So don't try to describe who I am.
Don't try to label me.
I am not a convenient definition for you understand.
I am so much more.

the look in his eyes told a different story
it was a sad story about his love for a girl
and how he wanted to give up everything for her

his hands weren't made to hold me
my heart didn't beat to love him
we always thought that we belonged
but the blood in our veins was from other planets

he was mars and she was venus
we weren't made to live happily ever after

but everytime they kissed the colors in the world
came back to life, it wasn't only black and white
and everytime they touched it was another kind of madness

it was a cold dark night
the full moon was shining bright, the stars were out
and everything in the world looked a little more magical
eyecontact and not speaking became our secret
the way your golden eyes looked into mine
you always looked right into my soul

if it's meant to be it will be her grandma used to say
and so they both died alone.

When I was both young and nieve I believed in everything
you told me of love, light and magical things
I wish I still believed this day but darkness soon came my way
Without you to walk with me I fell into the darkness it became my everyday
You left me too soon I wasn't ready for that
I see the shining star that I know is you, trying to light my life up like you used to do
Your just too far away dad I know you try every night but the light just not enough to save me from my dark filled life
I wish I could tell you how alone I feel this day but it's pointless anyway
The darkness is in me now my magic taken away the dreams gone the laughter too I don't know what to say I'm sorry I wasn't strong I didn't do enough your little girl lost the fight iv tried but I give up

I dream to be more, to lay in the woods surrounded by tranquillity to feel free
I am more than this life, more than a mum ,a wife ,a daughter I am more I am me
People don't see me anymore my dreams long gone
my spark dying I want to run, I want to be me
In my dreams the trees sway to the sound of freedom I am just me, in perfect harmony with everything not in a box with restrictions for the labels i am given
The sun does not judge nor the trees the breeze blows on everything regardless it's free
The birds sing a tune that shows who they are when do I get to sing my song when do I get to be free ?
All I am all I want to be is me !!