They feel dead
Full of emptiness
No where to turn to it
Now I look upon my soul
And see it is burning with the Heavenly Fires
Now I die full of regret
Emotions collapse

You say the cuts on your arms are ugly
But I say they are beautiful
You say fat
But I say you're just right
You say your misshapen but i say you're the most gorgeous person in the world
just letting you know that
All of Your Imperfections are Perfections to Me

Life questioned Death
"Why do people adore me but abhor you?"

Death answers to Life's questions
"Because you're a beautiful white lie, but I am the miserable truth."

This goes out to all my brethren and sisters
That have had resentment turned into a great depression
The oppression that turns into your demons that come into reality
The ones that **** you and pushes you to the edge of no return
Perpetuum Frater Ate Atque Vale!!!!

The memories hurt, the memories hurt sometimes
Not knowing where to get the material to fix my heart
I guess I became stuck in a lucid dream
But I can't remember when enough was enough
Maybe I've caved in from father anxiety and mother depression
pressure

So now i'm drowning in the dead sea known as Heartbreak

We are the ones who follow not the laws of this cruel society
We are the ones who listen to our hearts
We are the ones who stand up against societies oppression
We are the Rebels

Stop letting them tear you down
No need to have depression when they’re moving on in this life
Strive to prove them wrong about the things they say
Don’t let anyone get in your way of making it life
Don’t destroy your beautiful body anymore
The best revenge to dish out is to show society wrong
So it’s time to break the cycle

Maybe it’s time to break the cycle of self-harm
It’s time to break the cycle of suicide
It’s time to change how they think of us

The suffering that we’ve been through has made us stronger
No longer will we let anyone them tear us down
Because I’ve seen the light at the end of the tunnel
Fight the silence, break the cycle of isolation
Speak up and be proud of who you are
No need to cry anymore
Cause no longer will we be torn apart by despair

Maybe it’s time to break the cycle of self-harm
It’s time to break the cycle of suicide
It’s time to change how they think of us

Let’s change the channel on how they look upon us
By far they have watched us fall but they’ll watch us rise
We are no longer your slaves
HEYUH!!!

Maybe it’s time to break the cycle of self-harm
It’s time to break the cycle of suicide
It’s time to change how they think of us

Quit tearing yourself apart
Your heart is breaking under the depression’s pressure
Emotions running cold from societies negativity
Now turning to the comfort from hell
But deep inside you know it’s wrong
You can achieve anything in life as long as you keep pushing on
Because you can be your own best friend, but you’re your own worst enemy!!!

How do I keep pushing on in life?
When I continue to fight myself!!!
How do I keep moving on in life?
When I’m my own worse enemy!!!!
I’m destroying myself!!

Keep fighting the good fight
Break the barriers that no one has broken
So step up to the plate
Grab Fate’s hand and let her guide you to your destiny
Don’t be the tragedy waiting to happen
Change your life and follow your dreams
Be the movement and strive in life!!!

How do I keep pushing on in life?
When I continue to fight myself!!!
How do I keep moving on in life?
When I’m my own worse enemy!!!!
I’m destroying myself!!

This is my song to the broken ones
For the ones who feel they are failures
It’s time for you to be proud of who you are

So how do I keep pushing on (pushing on!!!) in life?
When I continue to fight myself
So how do I move on in life?
I’m destroying myself!!!

24/7 I want to hold you in my arms
24/7 I want say love you any time
But I have to move on
You've moved on while I was crying
My heart aches
Soul bakes within the sadness of the moon
Why did you break me...

We stopped checking for monsters
Under our beds
When we realized that they lived inside us

I'd wait an eternity for you
Even if it killed me
I'd stand by your side
Over and over again
Baby trust me,
I just don't know how to express my for you

I'll always be waiting for you
Because I care about you
I want you by my side every single day
But I don't know if you see
That my heart & soul
Is yearning for you love but I'll be....
Waiting..

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The thought of you
Lets be true
Dying is your latest fashion
But I have no attraction to your lies

So lets break this cycle
of life's sorrow
Stop wasting our tears on tomorrow
from our borrowed souls

The thought of you
has become  number two on the brain
but it still pains me that i'm alone
but this is all i've ever known

I lie to the dark
Saying i'm not afraid of the times
but as i scare away the pain
I realize what is to gain...
from this awful life

The monster has been hidden for so long
I know what’s wrong
I hold the external and internal pain in
Because the underlying emotions might just eat me alive
It’s killing me so I’ve turned to the dark comfort
Becoming numb from the pain
Bleeding out to take the pain away
But what’s to gain from this painful way

The knives n’ pens are starting to pierce the veil of my soul
Something has got to give, but I don’t know what
They tell me to move on but never give me the instructions on how

My mind is pacing, heart is racing
Depressive thoughts are starting to erode my soul
I feel as if I’ve fallen from grace
Now I try to crawl from this forsaken place
Who do I cry out to for help?
These black tears I cry are making this painting of my life bleed
So I curse at the life that pains me…to…stop hurting me
But I guess that’s not an option
So I question myself should I push on….

The knives n’ pens are starting to pierce the veil of my soul
Something has got to give, but I don’t know what
They tell me to move on but never give me the instructions on how

I guess the life I have made for me is tearing me apart
This black heart of mine bleeds for eternity
My Lady Midnight please come and take my soul
Cause my soul is broken

These knives n’ pens are piercing the veil of my soul!!!

I'm tired of hiding who I am
I'm tired of living by society's rules
Tired of you judgmental fools
Because I'm different and proud of the way I am

An emotional wreck I am
Where were you when I needed you?
So I now turn to Father Depression
He whispers dark things into my soul
I look at my wrist and turn to the knife
Digging deeper & deeper, watching my blood drip because I have no more tears to release
Slowly dying on the inside, these scars are my crying plea

This cannot be my end
The darkness is surrounding me
I feel so alone but this is all I’ve ever known
These scars are my reminder of what I’ve been through

Look me in the eye and tell me everything will be ok
Now these sleepless nights are haunting me
Is this how life is meant to be
Tell me the truth, spare me the venom that comes from your mouth
So where do I go?
What happened to the world I use to know?
I’m scared of letting go of my past
Now my past has become a weight on my shoulder

This cannot be my end
The darkness is surrounding me
I Feel so alone but this is all I’ve ever known
These scars are my reminder of what I’ve been through
I’m reminded everyday at the sight of my faded scars on my arm
One day I realized that everything will be ok
Heyuh!!!

So this cannot be my end
The darkness is surrounding me
I feel so alone but this is all I’ve ever known
These scars are my reminder of what I’ve been through

My former self is telling me turn back
Trying to figure out what to do with knowledge I’ve been given
Cause I know I’m still lost to the fact that I am human and I make mistakes
But I continue to do what the voice in my head that calls me a ***** up
Who do I turn to when I’ve lost everything?
I look in the mirror and see a ghost
Who had a clue that the ghost in the mirror was me

This ghost in the mirror was a scarred one
Whispering dark things in your ear
Not knowing what to do, you turn to the wrong comfort
Destroying your body isn’t the answer

Repressed memories are fighting their way back to the surface
My mind is under so much pressure
I need to be reassured that this storm is almost over
Restless nights, tossing and turning
Got thoughts trying to push me pass the edge
Taking me lower and lower, I have thoughts of suicide
My eyes become shut to my underlying emotions
It’s eating me alive

This ghost in the mirror was a scarred one
Whispering dark things in your ear
Not knowing what to do, you turn to the wrong comfort
Destroying your body isn’t the answer

Dark skies is clouding my mind
Tired of feeling abandoned
Feeling like tearing myself apart
Breaking under the pressure
IS THIS MY END!!!!!?

But this ghost in the mirror was a scarred one
Whispering dark things in your ear
Not knowing what to do, you turn to the wrong comfort
Destroying your body isn’t the answer

We try to get through it
But society keep putting us through this mess
Set the walls of Jericho up, watch them tear it down
Watch the flood of negativity come in like a tidal wave
Watch it destroy the roads we’ve paved
But we can rebuild it
So now is the time to refine our destiny in this life

Keep strong and prove society wrong
Push through the oppression
Fight the depression
Hold it together!!!

Mask
Written by Gothic Revolutionair

Can you hear my depression?
Putting an emotional guard from showing my underlying emotions
I guess that’s the motion life puts itself in
This face is a front
I’ve tried to drown my demons, tried to bury them but they keep coming up to the surface
These demons keep arriving at my doorstep
So why even put this mask of lies on?!!!

Let it out
Tell us what’s wrong
No matter what, we’ll be there for you
To lift you up when you’re down
No need for the mask

Hiding my emotions from the world
Bottling it all up
I never would have thought it would become so hard
I cry painful thoughts into my hands
Overdosed on my thoughts, I turn to the blade of dark places
This pain has made me a train wreck out of me
Is this how it ends?
Is this how it’s suppose to be

Let it out
Tell us what’s wrong
No matter what, we’ll be there for you
To lift you up when you’re down
No need for the mask

This is the voice of reason
Take the walls of false emotions down
Cause you’ve got to let it out
Destroy the mask!!!

Let it out tell us what’s wrong
No matter what, we’ll be there for you
To lift you up when you’re down
No need for the mask!!!