I am holding your hands
Holding to warmth
Smiling so hard
Yearning for more

What is this
Inside of me
Feeling so happy
Feeling too happy

Scared of losing
My one and only
oh, how i wish i know
The answer to my questions
Are simple as stories are told

A fairy tale
With happy endings
oh, fairy godmother
Can you grant me
That one simple wish ?

Because in any set of truth
i just wanna break away from the city.
Let lose my mouth and tell the world or people, its ugly.
or maybe i am.

He knows sweet and sour words
To lure the wondering souls
The voice as loud and clear
Yet rather be thrown

With nothing but a waving hand
he passed the soul to the bridge
Saying his last farewell
was all he needed to finish

Yet living the un-dead
whimpering and crying
For that lost soul
was not meant to be dead.

If death is in a colour
Let it be white
As pure as snow
Showering down guiding light
Which gives the lost souls a path
To the end of eternity
and the hurt ones
A relief

Zero was where i met you
Just the hello and goodbyes was said
Walking pass like total strangers
where everything was dead

One was where i got to know you
Where  smiles and gestures
Movements was more genuine
but memories was not set

Two was when we talked
Talked endlessly and laughed
With a sudden flutter of  heart beats
i can't say less

Three was where i fell
Fell into that trap
Those smiles and laughters we shared
Had all caught me in the head

Everything happened
But this is all The End
Because i had to cheer for you
With a another women
In your hands

I'll always be behind
Cheering for you
Helping you
Making you smile


But promise me
Never to turn around
Because this dumb fool
Is crying and hurt

Just to stop her tears
Needs so much more
So please, don't turn around
She's just glad to see you smile

With nothing left to say
She take a bow
and left the stage
with no one around

Nobody told me
The fear of losing
For loving someone so hard
Was something so harsh

Deeply and undoubtedly
Smiling with tears
With hopes you look at me
Right into my eyes

Wounded and scared
I want your comfort
But you belong to her
To non of my presence

I've should known better
Not to play with fire.
It burns, hurt and scars
So why am i addicted ?

I fell for you
Deeply and silently
Slowly but surely
With nothing in return
Like a joker ever before
Laughed ever so hardly
To cover up what it never should be