our dreams used to be the same
we used to have common aim
i was everything for you
for me there used to no one beside you

being with you was so full of fun
but when time passed on
that common aim
we find its no more the same

we lost our goal
we blamed each other but both has a role

enough gap came between us
unimportant matters entered with rush

when talking is my desire
i find you tired

when love you want to show
doesn't interest me anymore

you keep on saying, you are still the same
if that is true, i might be the one who changed

but doesnt this affect you? I wonder
are you serious, your silence would help here

the more i want this discussion to be taken seriously
the more i find it hard to break your silence

is this the end? Your answer, i get never?
Am i going to live like this forever?

Your feeling might be the same
but there is no doubt i feel its changed

may be i am wrong about this
isn't it your duty to prove it?

Oh dear, dont take these things so lightly
that i might be gone and it would be hard for you to find me

I'm developing
physical ailments.
From my over abundance
of feelings, I'd rather not have.
Being human, ***** man.

She checks her wristwatch
Counterclockwise
Against her former expectations
Of the metal
Around her wrist
She checks her digital clock
The one on the stove
That flashes
Flash, flash, flash, flash
Like a silent metronome
When the power goes out
And comes back on
12:31
12:30
12:29
Calm
She is still calm
Breathing
Inhale, exhale, inhale, exhale
Steady
Like the bobbing of a buoy, bouncing
Brazenly in open sea
You see
She sees
That time can be trickery
That conceptual thoughts
Provoke mystery
Illusions and delusions
Conclusions and intrusions
Seclusion
She has many things
About which
To think

Never meant to hurt you.
I'm sorry how I've made you sad.
you've been the first unconditional
love I've ever had.

this has been more than you think.

this hurts me, as it hurts you
permanent ink like a tattoo
you will never regret

never forget
I will never love you the same
not again like you love me
and I hope we can be friends.

you mean so much to me
I yearn to preserve what
we have between one another

I am not what you NEED
and will never be
I hope we can leave each other
so you
and I

can be happy.

I am sorry
so sorry, for hurting
you

please do not accept
this apology.

follow me into an eternity of
friendship that loves
and forget that pastime love
and the once pastime
"me"

You want to know
Who I'm talking to
When it's already 2am
And the lights are dead
All you will see is the
Light from my phone

You want to talk
To the one I'm talking to
When it's already 2am
And my heart's dying
All you will hear
Are my thoughts screaming

You want to see
Who I'm talking to
When it's already 2am
And my hands are bleeding
All you will see
Are my words talking

"I can't hear you talking..."
How could I interfere
Such conversation of
Madness and beauty?
Have you heard a killing
So audible and axiomatic?

Here we go again
Different round
Same old game

It became a habit
You’re the snake
& I’m the rabbit

My friends always knew
That you’d make me
Go run after you

But baby must I spill it:
I’ll keep chasing
& would never quit it

Cause I know better
Outside the game
I will always matter