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Dinah M Jun 2014
I haven't felt like this before
I don't know who I love more
I'm afraid that this is reality
Don't know what they will think of me
I think I'm falling for the other
Don't want to go any further
For now maybe I can fake it
I know that desicion's stupid
But for me, it is for the best
Besides, I really need some rest
I'm so tired of caring too much
And I hope this all fades to dust.
"i'm done feeling like a stranger to myself, so i know, i've got to put all of my feelings on a shelf"

× leave my heart out of this by fifth harmony ×
  Jun 2014 Dinah M
Leseywut
There's something with your flashing smile
And I just can't figure it out

Some sadness was hiding between your eyes
But I just can't seem to catch them all

Those bulging cheekbones, glowing bright
They contain some kind of mystery
They blur all the lines

What were you thinking?
How were you yesterday?

Why was I even asking?
It's something I can't put into words
But I just kept moving forward
Hoping someday you'll tell me
Your deepest thoughts and happiness.

Your mystery, it annoys me
It blocks my vision, I can't see

But I love them with all my heart
It's even fine with me if you'll stay
Just another mystery in my mind
Some misery that won't end
  Jun 2014 Dinah M
Victoria Jennings
I always wish
That I knew
That the last day
Was the last day.

So I could've hugged you
Just a little tighter

Kissed you a little harder

Said I loved you a little more

And held on just a little longer.
  Jun 2014 Dinah M
Schanzé
When you look at me
I'm not sure I understand what your eyes are trying to tell me.
But
Please don't stop looking at me
because I'm afraid I'll stop trying to understand.

When you stand so close to me
my knees turn to water.
But
Please come a little closer,
the distance between us
makes them weak anyway.

When you speak
the butterflies in my stomach flutter wildly and seek for an escape
But
Please don't stop speaking,
when you are silent
they grow stiff and turn grey.

Please
gaze at me a little longer,
stand a little closer,
& utter words of poetry
For my heart only beats and pumps without those things.
But
with them
It starts and it stops.
Beats and thuds and flutters.
Smiles and laughs and cries.

Breathes.
As always,
for 168.
Dinah M Jun 2014
We're less than lovers
But more than friends
Yet we had a great bond
That never descends

Don't know what happened
Why you abandoned
How it went wrong
Why we've disbanded

Was it something I did
Or something I said?
So many questions
Running through my head

Why did you leave me
And just let me go?
Why did you give up
And left me feeling low?

I don't need to have you
As someone who loves me
I just need you
To be here for me

It hurts, but I know
That you don't need me
She's the one you love
And *she
will never be *me.
"everybody's trying to be a billionaire, but every time i look at you i just don't care"

× somebody to you by the vamps ft. demi lovato ×

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