i still can feel your touch
on my skin
on my soul

i still can see your shapes
with your sad eyes
with your lovely bruises

i still can hear your voice
with a sound that is only
with your sadness that i can feel

i still can feel you
even if you are
a thousands miles
away
from me.

i love
when it rains

i love
when i see the shadows of the sun

i love
when your whispers are all i can hear

but after all
i love *you

i became a ghost
and you kept me
alive

i became a broken flower
with burnt petals
and you torn me  away
like
nothing

you only know
what it feels like
when you treat
like
*nothing

i though about you
and me
and only saw a sweet disaster
a beautiful scar in my heart
a nameless story

and i though
it was
*nothing

art is my life
art is the oxygen in my broken lungs
art is my only way to exist
art is me

i am art

park that car
drop that phone
sleep on the floor
dream about me

and when i see you
i see all i want
but all i have
too