A place greater than the mind
Filled with color, grace, life, energy, radiance
A setting that is always growing and prospering
Except one flower
The flower died, the petals shriveled up, the stem slowly went from a bright, vibrant green to a dark, musty brown
The petals fell from their home, separating, drifting, slipping
Into a black oblivion, until they find themselves again

-EC

I wanted you...
But you didn't want me...

-EC

Satisfying his needs
Feeling Used
I wanted him but he said it's
Complicated
I know he's not worthy of me
But missing him is something I can't
Resist

-EC

I hate myself for giving you the power to change me
Not who I am, but how I act
I give you the power to change my mood in less than a second
Not only do I see it, but others do to
Stop talking to him! Hes going to hurt you!
They yell at me, but I never seem to listen


I guess I take being hurt by you as a honor instead of a disgrace.

-EC

I wanted you...
But you said you couldn't choose
I gave you love not expecting any in return
While she yearned for more than just your affection
I provided you with a solid, reliable ground
But you desired an earthquake
You wanted her...

I cry these tears hoping the pain will go away
Hoping they will take me to another day
I was stupid for letting you in
Knowing
Loving you would be a sin

-EC