Middy

Middy Nov 2017

Hidden

im hidden behind your phone screens
my only image of me
is a shade of a depressing grey
my hair hidden by a hood
my eyes were hidden too
behind my dark sunglasses

do you know me?
do i know you?
no one truly knows
i am not dangerous
like a tiger in the woods
or an aligator in the swamps
i am merely a nobody
a loser
a girl

but no one knows my name
probably for the best.

#hidden #mystery #gone

Middy Nov 2017

repent

REPENT ALL SINNERS
WASH YOURSELF
TIL YOU'RE WHITE AS SNOW
PRAY UNTIL TEARS COME STREAMING DOWN
LIKE A RIVER OF BITTERSWEET TEARS

DON'T LAUGH
BECAUSE YOU WON'T BE IN COURT
YOU'LL BE SOBBING AND SOBBING
BEGGING FOR MERCY
BEFORE THE KING OF KINGS
THE JUDGE OF JUDGES

HOPE YOU'RE CRYING
BECAUSE I CERTANLY AM
AT THE HEARTLESSNESS
THE HOPELESSNESS
THE DEPRESSION OF THE HUMAN RACE

it ****** me off at how many heartless killers, murderers and kidnappers just laugh at their sentences and at their victim's families and friends who are just crying over their sweet child, mother, father, sibling, friend.

#prison #pray #forgive

Middy Nov 2017

rat

her eyes are green with envy
her heart barely beats
her mouth drips with poison
and her her voice is filled with venom
she chews up her victims
and spits them out
just so that they look like her
she leaves broken hearts
in her journey of hate
and her quest to spread lies
and spies out every rumor
creating ******, embrassment and shame
turning the kidest of people
into bullies and killers

yes. i'm writing at school again.

#lies #hate #evil

Middy Nov 2017

age 3

age 3
fighting around me
hurting words i could never understand
confused teacher
confused students
while i just wore a smile
the words
the pain
the shatter of a globe
a yell
a scream
something i didn't mean

when i was little, someone broke a globe. i was blamed when others played with the globe.
what that all me? i still don't remember

#autism #confused #childhood

Middy Nov 2017

curse you

oh curse the liars
the ones around me
who claim they love me
curse you all **** it
i just want to fit in
and be myself at the same time
ah, that would be gift

curse it all
**** it all
all the ones who have cures
as if i'm a monster
a disapointment
a illness

oh so i am some deformity?
some kind of freak?
some kind of animal that screams
is that what i am now?

but i won't complain
i'll stay hidden like always
like a rush on energy
an outspoken voice
waiting to be set free

i understand all you people are so desperate for a cure for autism
but if you have not read my poem Home alone, you should
so you can realise that i'm perfectly normal despite my autism
i'm sorry. but please just stop

#autism #cure

Middy Nov 2017

bleeding

the world has turned dark
darker than my broken heart
there's a hole in my heart
growing deep
deeper the ocean blue
i don't know
where to go
i wonder
where to run
where do i go from here?
can i run
can i hide
as blood falls from my wrist
onto the pure white floor

#suicide #sadness #depression

Middy Nov 2017

The Stranger

you See Them everyday
but you
don't say
a woRd
just A hello
good morNinG
aftERnoon, evening
some have
hIdden knives
in pockets
some could be kind
some mAy
be drinking the
devil's drink
or sneaking looks
maybe
they don't
look
barely a GlancE
maybe
they can't see
you
or heaR
your
greeting or
farewelL
maybe they
are
artists, painters
a
predictor Or
an animal
a sad
sOul, a happy
spirit,
a serious soldier
a helper
a student, a
gunman
who will **** milliOns
bUT that
doesn't matter
you won't
see him or her again

S T R A N G E R
D A N G E R
L O O K
O U T

#strangers #terrorists #judges #personality