I log into my blogger,
I look at all the poems that I've ever written,
On my phone, on my math book during class, or scribbled in a hurry.
I search for the perfect one I can give,
To get a message back from Hello Poetry.
The first one I see is the one I wrote for my brother,
He left last year, I miss that fella,
I hope college is nice to him.
The next one is about the season ending, stars and constellations, and career choices,
I wonder what I was thinking while writing it,
No wonder my mum thinks I have ADHD.
The third one is a poem called 'maybe',
I remember when one of my best friends said she loved it,
I remember that that was the first time I showed my poems to her,
I was so happy.
As I see the fourth one,
I think this is stupid.
All these poems are old now,
I don't want to give these.
I spend a few minutes thinking what I should do,
I think and think,
I wonder what they'll like.
I wonder if the person who reads this poem,
Is a girl or a guy.
I continue thinking,
Rest thoughts aside.
Suddenly I realise,
Oh yeah, I can write.
Wrote this in like five minutes. Don't judge.