I bet if we jumped
from my window together, our
fall would shake the earth.
we both want to die together
to be with each other forever
this plan is not the worst.
maybe the day we jump,
our souls will go on forever.
may the day we die, only be our first
for if we are together
my life will no longer be
the worst

Do you ever wonder why
People fight about what happens when we die?
I do.
This shouldn't be a fight
It's death, alright.
It'll happen to us all
We'll know what happens soon enough

Nothing goes my way
Everything is wrong
My world is crumbling
This is Hell
Let me leave
My mind is Hell
I'm ready to go
Go where?
Don't let me go insane
I'm scared.

Why am I always so depressed?
Why can't it stop?
Tears well up in my eyes
Words stuck in my throat.
I try to get help but I can't move
Feet stuck to the floor
And hands Jittering quickly
Make this stop
Make this stop
Make this stop

When I die will I go to
heaven or hell?
Maybe somewhere we don't know about.
Wherever I go,
will it be better than here?
I hope it's a perfect place
Why are people here *******?
Everything

It's getting hot in here
I feel like I'm drowning
I can't breath- I'm going to pass out
Or am I?
Why can't anyone tell?
I need help but I can't speak
So numb so numb
Quick breathing. Someone

I drag the blade across my jagged skin
My breath is heavy and cold
Tears pour down my face as cutting never gets old
A lot is pouring out
I hate this addiction, it needs to stop now
But it can't, I can't
I cut to feel something, I hate feeling numb
It only helps for a second