your eclipse

your eclipse Mar 2020

i want to close my eyes,
pretend everything was fine,
ends up falling asleep and
waking up in another world
where you don't exist

#dream #new #beginning #pretending #heartbreak

your eclipse Jan 2020

realization

but everytime
i thought of the
happiness i deserve
i came to realize
i do not.

your eclipse Sep 2019

worth

maybe i'll
always be
insignificant;
the ignored;
unworthy

--don't look at me.

#i #am #the #unworthy

your eclipse Aug 2019

other, and another

in another life,
i hope we still find a
way to each other

i hope we would stay
side by side until
the end of forever

in another life,
i hope we were happier
together.

#forever #wish #another #chance

your eclipse Aug 2019

i did (not)

i loved you so much
that it leaves me
scarred for life

i loved you so much
that all i can give
are my tears

i loved you so much
and too much that
in hindsight

maybe i never did.

#love #heartbreak #tears

your eclipse Jul 2019

whole

i am sorry for
trying to fix you
a shattered heart
not a broken mirror

i am sorry for
trying to complete you
not my other half
for you are already whole

—i'm sorry for pushing you away.

#broken #shattered #love

your eclipse Jul 2019

dream up

never fall asleep
or never wake up
that way you never dream
satisfied when it's crushed

—there is no use in dreaming. wake up, give up.

#broken #dreams #unfulfilled #crushed