I'm not trying to **** myself
My cuts are merely a cry for help**
You could read them like a journal if you were to look hard enough
This one from the time I cried until I could't cry anymore
That one from the time when sleep was oh so far away
And that one there, just a scar
That was my first cut, the one that began it all
Sometimes the only way to bury the emotional pain
Is by covering it with the physical pain
Like the bite of a dull kitchen knife against your stomach
Or the burn of a sharp one
The little beads of blood welling to the surface
Like the tears of my emotions
In physical form
Some people ask what it feels like to cut yourself