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  Feb 2016 Dr McMuffles
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I'm not trying to **** myself
My cuts are merely a cry for help**

You could read them like a journal if you were to look hard enough
This one from the time I cried until I could't cry anymore
That one from the time when sleep was oh so far away
And that one there, just a scar
That was my first cut, the one that began it all

Sometimes the only way to bury the emotional pain
Is by covering it with the physical pain

Like the bite of a dull kitchen knife against your stomach
Or the burn of a sharp one

The little beads of blood welling to the surface
Like the tears of my emotions
In physical form
Some people ask what it feels like to cut yourself
Dr McMuffles Feb 2016
my heart is screaming
my stomach is upside down
my head is fluttered
somebody help me
Dr McMuffles Feb 2016
your skin is like sand paper
rubbing me raw
you're words are like knives
piercing my soul
your eyes are like fire
burning straight through me
your love is like a rainy day
in a drought
Dr McMuffles Feb 2016
I don’t know wether to go with my gut 
or to go with my brain

my heart is out of the question 
it has been destroyed and is no longer the same

filled with hollowness

silent from pasts screams

I think it’s starting to beat

and then I think “who am I kidding? we’re talking about me.”

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