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trying
not
to
miss out on

His

bliss
and full catharsis

in
this



eternal






abyss.
You use to wonder how it was like to live a perfect life,
A life without worries, without struggles, without darkness and sadness
But then you realize that it is all apart of life itself.
You must learn from your experiences, good or bad.
Even if it means to move on from something that you gave your heart to.
Even if you want to show the darkness to the light,
Leave it in gods hands to bring the truth out.
In the end you just want to be free.
Free with the ones you love
......just free and happy.....
So Idealistic...

She thought she knew love

She though love was being best friends
being able to share
anything
everything
doing things together

She believed...

That once love was given
and returned
Acceptance experienced
that it would remain the same

Now...

Love is not the same
All has changed

No longer
is it viable
to share anything
and everything
some things are now taboo
to do together

She...

Must learn
to do things on her own
cultivate her interests
alone
celebrate holidays
without him

Reluctant was she
to live
so much without him

Afraid...

They would loose
common ground
Their worlds
would become
too different
And their love
would be
lost within the ether
of neither here nor there...

Drowned in indifference

Yes, too idealistic
She now struggles
with the reality
of love
12/24/2014
I found you today.
It took a lot of searching but I finally found you.
A clever one you are,
Hiding like that.
But don't you worry,
I'll leave you alone this time.
I won't message you or "follow" you or even "like" your poems.
I'll just sit in the background and cry,
Reading your poems over and over.
Because everything you write to him are things you've said to me.
Things that almost make me think you're talking to me.
Until you mention him, not by name, but by description.
I just laugh to myself,
Just thinking back on everything.
I laugh because I believed you.
I laugh because I never deserved you.
I laugh because I ran out of tears to cry.
Thanks for the sign, but please don't go. Not again.
10:30 11:47 12:56 1:12 2:38 3:23 a.m.

the screen is a burning light
That seeps through my eyes
with a flaming sensation

this little blue screen
has several hues
and each one will be the death of me

maybe one day i'll realize the source of my sadness is not my mind
it is just the little bird and the Kodak camera constantly calling my name
Float above the madness
Where fate has no relevance
Dance within an array of rainbows
Faith lies in love alone
Inhale, exhale
Your heart keeps beating
Exist in moments of happiness
Caught in time that never fades
Crazy moments freely existing
Never trapped, constantly changing
Still dreaming
We are the ones
Who exhale fog
And conjure the storms
of our downcast

Blood is thicker than vapour
yet we run just as thin
And the raindrop patter
of our hearts
is an awfully quiet din

Oh darling, can't you see?
The weather reports tell us
Only what we want to hear
"This was your daily weather report."

Written in response to (Want) only us breathing together by The Anonymous Joker: http://hellopoetry.com/poem/1014881/want-only-us-breathing-together/

We're starting a collection together.
i'll never stop believing in the past.
look at me and wonder
one last time.
voice to me your heart
eye to eye.
you feel too, you've told me so
over and over again. still,
understanding came too slowly

for me.
A little bit pathetic. A little bit scorned. I can't expect this to echo far, but if you hear it there's something. Did you voice your heart? Did you ever feel? One letter away from knowing.
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