My life is like a frog of a well
For which his whole world is well

Difference is that,
Frog happy in the well..
But human's can't live like this...

I am talking about the society where i live
Here girls are considered as burden
They have no right in present time
Neither higher education nor good care.

I was born in that hollow society
Have been in conflicts since childhood
I was fond of reading
but after that i didn't get good education
Due to thinking of my villagers and society
They think what will the girls do by reading and writing
Due to this thinking no girl is given higher education.
They are married at a young age
But i thought i don't want to be like them
I used to speak to the housemates since childhood, I have to go out to study
But they are not ready...
I weep daily for this
why i'm a girl?
But then thought of wiping tears
I have to change the thinking of people who think that girls cannot do anything.

Everything was depend on my 10th exam
My father said,if you got good marks than i will send you out of village for higher education..
I was belong a poor family no more light
Without teacher i read
And i got the rank 1st on my district,
Than after,No one is ready to send me out of town for study...
I'm weeping loudly for 2 days..
I said,i will left house if you do not read...

Than in last time i take admission out of my village for higher education
We don't know about the institute where i take admission
There was no much good education
I was Hindi board student
But that was CBSE...English board
After that,
I study well on there but not get good marks...
My family thinks about me,
Went to go out,she changed..mean that they think i'm bad
Sometimes I think that everyone is misunderstanding me because of that mark, my own people don't believe me
It's been difficult for me to live in this environment
But what i will do if it is write in my destiny.

Sometimes i ask god,
Those who have nothing, are happy in their place because they believe in them.
But don't believe me on my own
But i know i have to come out of my life

I feel like my life is too difficult
I just wan't to out of such situation
And for this i am trying
I hope I succeed soon.

''My Struggle is my inspiration"

Living in the glory God...
I feel amiss.. its mercy stationed...
Its hurts my nature..
But curves my greatness...
Feeling worthless. .
And less than sacred...
Because im second place? Yeah What is this?
Set it straight. And beg forgiveness...
I'm less than great..
But my decision..
Is to make or break... my final wishes...

I am just a phase
A temporary object in people's lives
I am option
No one's priority
If I'm that easily thrown away
why do I even exist

Today a friend of mine call me
Question🧠Answer..?
she asked me about  preparation of exam...
I said her;
Not so good but i will tried to give my best.

After few seconds...

She asked;
why not so good?
I replied to her,
Poetry is my passion;after a long time i again write again it on hello poetry.
So i don't give my full concentration on study now.

few times later...

she asked me;
Is your heart not broken?
I replied to her;
No...
Why you asked me like this question?
she replied;
"Often people become poets after breaking heart"

REALLY,
PEOPLES BECOME POETS AFTER BREAKING HEART

I wanted her
She wanted me
We both wanted each other
But......