This is to say goodbye
For many reasons, but first,
I want you all to know
That I love you no matter what.
Even if all of you have flaws and trespasses
It is what makes you all beautiful to me
It is what made me smile in glee
It's what made me cry in unison with all of you.
If you are reading this now,
It only means I have surrendered
I cannot endure anymore of this
But remember that it is nobody's fault
It's me, I haven't been strong
Unlike all of you with strong hearts I admire
The will to move forward has long since passed me
I tried fighting 'til the end but it seems that I can't
You all might start to wonder
"How did this happen?"
He seemed very happy and free
Always funny if not annoyingly cheerful
Behind all of it is a lie,
I have been drowning in tears
Of my own pool of sorrows and grief
A turbulence of unheard pleas
I've been in it for too long,
I can't seem to swim back to the shore
The shore of human sanity
Of normalcy and stability
Maybe its because of my personas
The Him who thought everything a joke
Giving hints that nobody noticed
Ever strong outside yet deeply broken inside
The other Half who always hides
Cowering and shivering in the insecurities of life
He who is always careful not to hurt
Though, he has none he can hurt
Or the other one between
The sane and Normal Me
The one you liked with envy
The one who should've been me
I say this last note of goodbye to you
For I am now stained in black and blue
Never to be clean again like pure white
Never to see me again in Morning's Light.
I found the words from a note (I don't know if it's suicide or breaking up) across the hallway at school. it fluttered in perpetual solitude before I found it. I don't know yet who the owner is but, to him, You'll get through it buddy.
Was it Suicide or Breaking Up?
Leave comments below of what you think it is about.