David Bojay

David Bojay Feb 2015

The future, we fell out
Like how did we grow apart
Like how do we forget our childhood
I'm building a still with bare hands
I wish glue could fix us
This time has been remotely mild
Our anthem was the cheers from away
WHY DID YOU LIE TO ME WHY DID YOU LIE TO ME
YOU DIED ON ME
YOU'RE DYING IN ME
Like I don't want a lung to fail on me thats what you are to me
A reason to live, another soul that keeps another one alive
Why did you leave me
My time is wasted if you're not on my clock
LOOK AT THESE TEARS LOOK AT THESE LETTERS I TRIED SENDING YOU
YOU DIED ON ME, YOU JOHN LENNONED ME
My feelings were like rust and you were the magic that made them gold again

#love #feelings #lonely #emotions

David Bojay Feb 2015

Last Week

Patterned multi colored visuals to make you look ugly
Them pills didn't help me concentrate
It was always about the passion behind it
I've been realer lately
What if happiness isn't for everyone?
What if depression is supposed to be the way someone feels because that's the way they're meant to be
Apache heart, feel everything around me
I love without the mystics
I love passed the speed of light
I'll love until my grave becomes dirt
I knew I could be everything when I surpassed my Elliot Rodgers phase
I'm under the sun, under a ray that distinguishes us
A ray of light that makes us discriminate

David Bojay Feb 2015

Timid Dreams

I remember I fell head first to your big brown eyes
I hummed my favorite songs to the thought of you being there listening to my lameness
A bottle of Crown couldn’t ease the emptiness at night
I could tell you were sure when you fought for us, when the faults were mine
I painted a picture of your head on my chest with my imaginary paintbrush
I’ve been taking it gentle with the help of solitude
I’m trapped in a prism full of memories of your blank stares
I’ve let go of the pain but I still reflect on it
Expressing my feelings on it like if change came that easy
Seems like it was just yesterday we were arguing about the little things
Questions on how to strive, I never knew
Displacement of our paradigms, I always thought so negatively
I could’ve found reasons to shed a ray of light into us
Now all I have is a hologram in my mind that I try to touch and just goes through
I remember my first daydream of our future
You were wearing a white dress and all I could feel was sureness
I lived by that truth of you being mine for a long time and I was obsessed with it
I was obsessed with you and the ideas we could’ve brought to life in time
I’ve realized that you’re perfect and my feelings are just a glimpse of what’s truly real to me

#love #memories #dreams #trip

David Bojay Feb 2015

It Will Take "Time"

It takes time
It takes time to just be as things are
It takes time to be who you are
It takes times time for me to be me with you
I think it's just you
I'll be indecisive
I'll be weird
It's just you, in the most loving way because I don't want to lose you
We'll have time to move forward with our rhythms
Be real with ourselves
With our emotions
With our everything, together
We won't have to force it
Our comfort will take time, it'll be worth it
You'll be there
And I'll be here
For you, always for you
If it comes true, then count on me
Tell me about the wars inside your head
And I'll tell you about mine
They're just words, so I'll hold you tight
Because they don't mean a thing
Promising acts
Promising kisses for the future
Feeling love for the present
Living in the moment for the thrill of love
love love love love love love love

#love #feelings #time #paradox

David Bojay Feb 2015

Have you?

True colors, born brothers
The ugly is the pretty to a soldier who's seen it all
Have I seen depression? Have I seen it all?
Have I really seen my true sadness?
Have you really seen your mother?
Have you really kissed her knowing that's all she's ever wanted?
False perception
Good intentions
Real decisions
Small connections
When I think of all the love, I'm in trouble
Have you thought of yourself as a king or queen?
Because you are
You've always been in a world that's yours to rule and conquer
We could live, we could become
Always become

#love #feelings #god #you #spiritual #zen

David Bojay Feb 2015

I saw God

Saw God and haven't even died
I saw myself and began to cry
I looked at my mom and fell to my knees
I thought of death and never went through
I got the noose but never tied it around my neck, old news
I was on the edge when I sensed wonders
Studied the universe with my eyes
I felt the wind pat me on my back
I felt the sun hugging me with it's rays
I heard the birds composing for me
I saw God and I was looking in the mirror
I saw us and we were walking together
I saw everything and thought of us as citizens of the universe
I saw you and felt the love
A new kind of love
I felt my skin and walked back
I looked at my palms and saw atoms
I saw God and it was us
I saw God and we are true
I saw God and we are conscious
I saw God and we make it possible
I saw God and I felt love

#love #feelings #life #god #universe #emotions

David Bojay Feb 2015

Gray

Losing sleep in this modern grid and losing contact to get attention
Baby girl we should get off of this
Patterned paper to see the ourselves as superior from all of this
Jailed in this God state of mind when we've been everything from the start of all of this
Dmt got me feeling this feeling doesn't really exist
Got me thinking we don't coexist
Got me thinking there's really a sphinx
Got me loving wrong, loving wrong
How do I love?
I want you to teach me baby girl, I'm off of this
You're my addiction and I'm so off of you
We're God why are we so being so narcissist
Love is real, we have to learn to bind our ****
Loving you wasn't an accident
It just happened and time has drawn us in this opposition of symphasis
It's crazy, I just want to belong to a world full of fantasists

#love #feelings #wrong #thinking #universe #fantasy #live #right