Everyone has an addiction.
Some, simpler than others.
Some, the worst things on earth.
But most of them,
Albeit all of them,
Are trying to numb something that tears them to shreds.

I drank the ocean,
Down to the very last drop
But I still feel empty

I stand on the sun
Blind and burning
But the shadows inside remain

I watch the stars turn
In the black of the night
And see my heart reflected

I was a page in your book of life.
You were a whole chapter in mine.

If I squeeze all I feel
All I feel is curiosity
I want to **** that curiosity without ever killing
I want to feel her suffering
I want to feel her pain
I want to feel her walking to death without knowing that death exists
In death without life
In hate without love
In curiosity without you