The greatest lie that I have made
Thinking it was not a big mistake
In my mind I thought it was fine
The emotions I never left behind
The emotions I have kept inside
Expose with nowhere to hide
The truth is caught in my eyes
But I still kept holding on to the lie
The untold truth is what I want
Those things I really can't deny

He's never there
she doesnt care.
ashamed they both are
it could leave a scar.
this made me feel so low
so i thought i should just go.
like they say in rome
there's no place like home.
i tried to off myself i felt so responsible
but sadly i just ended up in the ******* hospital.
crazy place i went where the time well spent
went home where nothing changed not even a dent.

a year later i had an anniversary
ha.. got me needing a nursery.
but here i am
not giving a ****.
but still thinking of ways
to spent most days.
and still thinking of plans
to end my demands.

I can't take this anymore pretty soon I'll be walking out that door,

but I cant seem to get off the floor..

What's life when there's nothing more?.

Your smile I once loved..
Now live to forget.

And now I'm just here..
Living in regret.
Not even knowing whats next..

There's nothing left!
There's nothing left!

I should have stayed with you that night, Then right now I'd probably be alright. It would've made these feelings a little bright, But now I'm living through it again tonight.

She wanted to die,but no one cared.
She wanted to scream,but no one would hear her.
She wanted to cut,but no one stopped her.
She wanted to cry,but no one would wipe her tears.
She wanted to take pills,but no one gave a ****.
She wanted help to escape from her own self,but no one helped her.
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.
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She died,everyone cared.
She screamed,everyone wished they could've  heard her.
She self harmed,everyone wished they've  stopped her.
She cried,everyone wished they've  wiped her tears.
She took pills,everyone wished to noticed.
She wanted help to escape from her own self,they all wished they could've helped.
-m.f.g.