One look from her
Could erupt the moon
And ignite an entire city of stars
Didn't I tell you?
Sunshine spills from her lips
Every time she smiles.

I've been dragged in the
black hole. Lived with a
tortured soul. Had no home.
Roamed the city streets in
the dark. Wondered about
the four letter word "L.O.V.E".
I tripped one night and fell
into a boys heart. He showed
me the light with just one spark
and he kissed my heart. He
showed me what's it like to
be alive and showed me
what's it like to be
loved* ~

in the twilight
i saw your shadow
lurking
as if waiting
to capture me
and in my fear
and anxious state of mind
all I could do was flee.

i wonder now
what if you were someone
i could have shared a moment or two
what if i had stayed
and got acquainted
with you?

fear eats at me,
rules my world
so many times
each and every day
and oh, i wish, i wish, i wish
i knew how to just stay

and be a part of this life
that so many others
seem to so easily do
but reaching out,
touching, talking to others
just makes me
shiver and tremble all the way through...

lost and alone
seems to be
the entire story
of who happens
to be me
but that's okay
I'll find my way
and when I do
perhaps
you'll join me too?

If ever I stumble upon your soul
I will find a way to let you know
and I'll do my best to give it to you
so that you and your soul can travel through
this crazy life united as one--
as a souless life seems (somehow) so undone...

Hungering for the reality of truth
to shine through another's eyes--
hungering for  acceptance of who I am
and no more deceiving lies--
hungering for just some warmth
to come shining through
hungering for someone to truly care
--is that someone YOU?