A Friendship lost - Hello Poetry

Oct 2018

SomeOneElse

Falling

Falling deeper through the abyss
Just cannot face the truth of this
I'm losing faith and any hope
And I don't know just how to cope
You told me that it all was fine
Yet haven't seen you in some time
You told me that we were still friends
But seems like it's come to an end
Your photo used to make me smile
But haven't seen you for a while
Our little chats would make my day
Though now I cry my days away
Can't reconcile what’s in my head
All of the things you did and said
I thought you were my special friend
A friend I'd have until the end
I did not care about your past
Just wanted our friendship to last
But somehow it all went wrong
And now i fear our friendship gone
I miss those times so very much
And how I'd love to stay in touch
I highly doubt it’s in the cards
Losing your friendship’s very hard
Still falling deeper through the void
So much pain i can't avoid
I think all day and wonder why
The friendship lost still makes me cry

Just another poem about being depressed and pushing friends away while feeling alone and rejected

#falling #depression #lonileness #ghosting #ghosted #sad #alonecrying #lost

Oct 2018

SomeOneElse

Was it Easy

Was it easy was it hard
For our friendship to discard
Did you have to was it needed
When our friendship you conceded
Did you smile or did you cry
Ghosting me with no goodbye
Did you laugh or did it hurt
When you left with no alert
Do You wonder do you care
Leaving me beyond repair

Another poem written to help deal with being ghosted by a friend

#ghosting #lost #friendship #abandoned #goodbye

Oct 2018

SomeOneElse

Do You Think of Me

Do you ever think of me?
And the friendship that we shared
And when the next Dr. Who’s aired
Will you ever think of me?

Do you ever think of me?
When you're playing on your phone
When sitting in your room alone
Will you ever think of me?

Do you ever think of me?
When you're playing with your toy
And when the dragon you employ
Will you think of me?

Do you ever think of me?
When you read or when you write
When there's a poem within sight
Will you ever think of me?

Do you ever think of me?
If you do what are your thoughts
Are they of a friendship lost?
What do you think of me?

I wrote this for a friend who had ghosted me as a way to help deal with that loss

#friendship #lost #thinking #sad #heartbreak

Oct 2018

SomeOneElse

Blue

I made a friend who helped me out
One day when i was blue
She made me laugh and made me smile
On days when i was blue
She gave me hugs and soothing words
On days when I was blue
Her number she did give to me
For days when i when I was blue
The greatest friend I thought i had
For days when I was blue
We'd chat for hours with secrets shared
On days when I was blue
The time we shared and showed she cared
Some days when I was blue
Wrote me a poem said things were fine
One day when i was blue
The friendship meant so much to me
For days when i am blue
Now chats are rare, i fear her gone
These days when i am blue
I fear I lost my special friend
Most days now i am blue
I wish i could, mistakes undo
These days that i am blue
I miss my friend, will to the end
On days when i feel blue

Written for a friendship I lost

#lost #friendship #sadbluelonely

Oct 2018

SomeOneElse

Broken Trust

I know you are mad And feeling betrayed
Might even be sad Or feeling afraid.
I have no excuse For what I have done
Your trust I did lose Wish could be undone
Mistakes i did make Regrets i have much
Now i lay awake For all my dumb stuff
You wrote me a poem And said things were fine
Now i feel alone Sitting here crying
I Patiently wait Its all i can do
Pray it's not too late Hope to hear from you
I've broken your trust And lost your faith to
Regain it i must I really miss you
I know you are mad You're feeling betrayed
Might even be sad And feeling afraid
There is no excuse For what I have done
The faith I did lose Wish could be undone

Written after a friend had ghosted me as a way to appologize.

#broken #trust #sad #sorry #friendship #lost

Oct 2018

SomeOneElse

Waiting

Everyday that passes by
Without a word
Just makes me cry
Wonder where it all went wrong
I messed up big
A friendship gone?
A friendship lost, i sure hope not
Each passing day
Some comfort sought
Miss, i do the daily chats
And Days without
I feel so flat
Can't clear head, it's just a mess
Paranoia
I must confess
Nervously I try to wait
For the next chat
I fear too late
shouldn't think these thoughts of mine
Just let it be
And give it time
But each day that passes by
Without a word
Still makes me cry

Written for a friend qhilw waitong tonhwar from her before I found out i was ghosted

#waiting #friend #lost #sad #ghosted #mistake

Oct 2018

SomeOneElse

Ismae

Your heart and kindness know no bounds
A better friend could not be found
I was low, in a dark place
You put a smile back on my face
When i was sad and feeling vile
You found a way to make me smile
And now I'm rarely ever blue
And i owe it all to you
I'll never forget that special day
When we first met, my friend Ismae.

A poem written for a friend who helped me when i was very depressed.

#friend #help #special #fiist #metthankful

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